This song goes to everyone and anyone who needs an inspiration.
Nickelback - If Today Was Your Last Day
My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride
If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?
Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life
If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?
And would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?
If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side
If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?
And would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day
Friday, June 19, 2009
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
My first week as a degree student
I haven't been online for a couple of weeks.
I think some of you friends are starting to miss me....haha
Or...more to the point, you want to know how I've been doing.
The first week of classes in the UOL programme...
There is just one word to describe it ----- OVERWHELMING
The reason, is because of the programme itself.
There is also one word to describe this ----- CHALLENGING
The expectations are so much higher than anything I've ever experienced.
And me, I want to be a top student.
One of the few things I am proud of myself is my academic achievements.
It just proves that I am good at something.
So, I want to know if I am good at this.
It is challenging, but exciting at the same time.
Speaking of exciting, Sociology comes to mind.
Principles of Sociology is one of my core subjects.
It's all about reading, understanding, critical thinking, and more reading.
It is all very complex, and I shall tell you more when I learn more myself.
But it is the most interesting subject I have in Year 1.
Ironically, I find that I could fall asleep in my Econs classes.
I actually dozed off for a few minutes today!
Is that indication of my interest in the subject?
Or just plain cold that freezes my brain over?
Haha...just kidding...I have absolutely no regrets choosing this course.
But my classroom is truly very cold, and I cannot stand cold 'weather'. Seriously.
Furthermore, it was a 3-hour class. Furthermore, I think I didn't get a good night's sleep.
OK, I'm babbling. It is obviously my fault that i fell asleep in class. More excuses will only make me all the more guilty.
And the Mathematics....
I love it.
My lecturer is damn good too.
I actually said this to my friend, "If I had a teacher like this in school, I'd be great at Maths."
Not to say that I'm not good though....haha
I met Bro yesterday.
A thought crossed my mind. OK, actually, 2 thoughts crossed my mind.
The first would be, we don't talk that much when we see each other. It's just so weird, considering that we are such good friends.
Come to think of it, our friendship is pretty much an 'online relationship'.
It was built online.
HAHAHAHA
We chat a lot online, but we don't chat that much in real life. Well, that is because I only get to see him a few times a year anyway.
And the 2nd thought, he isn't that much taller than I am, maybe taller by an inch or two?
Mind you, I wasn't wearing high heels. Just my B.U.M equipment.
OK, no discrimination here. I was merely momentarily reminded of how tall we are.
Right, he's not gonna be happy about this. I hope he doesn't kill me. I hope he doesn't even read this. HAHA
And did you read about the news on USM?
I do not know how much of what they said were true. Apparently there was a technical error. 4574 students thought they were accepted into the apex university, when apparently they were not. They were just in the list of students who fulfill their requirements, and didn't cut it to the 3599 places offered at USM. 3599 to me, sounded like the price of a piece of furniture at some furniture store...My sister actually laughed at that.
My cousin Grace was one of them.
That was just so unfortunate. Though I would say fortunate for us family members.
If she got into USM and got the course she wanted, she'd be sent to Kelantan.
Man, that's like another planet entirely.
Anyhow, I hope she gets UKM or UPM, and of course, the course that she wants.
But I think, now that the USM has done them 4574 students wrong, USM should ensure that each and every one of them gets a place in other universities. Don't you think?
I think some of you friends are starting to miss me....haha
Or...more to the point, you want to know how I've been doing.
The first week of classes in the UOL programme...
There is just one word to describe it ----- OVERWHELMING
The reason, is because of the programme itself.
There is also one word to describe this ----- CHALLENGING
The expectations are so much higher than anything I've ever experienced.
And me, I want to be a top student.
One of the few things I am proud of myself is my academic achievements.
It just proves that I am good at something.
So, I want to know if I am good at this.
It is challenging, but exciting at the same time.
Speaking of exciting, Sociology comes to mind.
Principles of Sociology is one of my core subjects.
It's all about reading, understanding, critical thinking, and more reading.
It is all very complex, and I shall tell you more when I learn more myself.
But it is the most interesting subject I have in Year 1.
Ironically, I find that I could fall asleep in my Econs classes.
I actually dozed off for a few minutes today!
Is that indication of my interest in the subject?
Or just plain cold that freezes my brain over?
Haha...just kidding...I have absolutely no regrets choosing this course.
But my classroom is truly very cold, and I cannot stand cold 'weather'. Seriously.
Furthermore, it was a 3-hour class. Furthermore, I think I didn't get a good night's sleep.
OK, I'm babbling. It is obviously my fault that i fell asleep in class. More excuses will only make me all the more guilty.
And the Mathematics....
I love it.
My lecturer is damn good too.
I actually said this to my friend, "If I had a teacher like this in school, I'd be great at Maths."
Not to say that I'm not good though....haha
I met Bro yesterday.
A thought crossed my mind. OK, actually, 2 thoughts crossed my mind.
The first would be, we don't talk that much when we see each other. It's just so weird, considering that we are such good friends.
Come to think of it, our friendship is pretty much an 'online relationship'.
It was built online.
HAHAHAHA
We chat a lot online, but we don't chat that much in real life. Well, that is because I only get to see him a few times a year anyway.
And the 2nd thought, he isn't that much taller than I am, maybe taller by an inch or two?
Mind you, I wasn't wearing high heels. Just my B.U.M equipment.
OK, no discrimination here. I was merely momentarily reminded of how tall we are.
Right, he's not gonna be happy about this. I hope he doesn't kill me. I hope he doesn't even read this. HAHA
And did you read about the news on USM?
I do not know how much of what they said were true. Apparently there was a technical error. 4574 students thought they were accepted into the apex university, when apparently they were not. They were just in the list of students who fulfill their requirements, and didn't cut it to the 3599 places offered at USM. 3599 to me, sounded like the price of a piece of furniture at some furniture store...My sister actually laughed at that.
My cousin Grace was one of them.
That was just so unfortunate. Though I would say fortunate for us family members.
If she got into USM and got the course she wanted, she'd be sent to Kelantan.
Man, that's like another planet entirely.
Anyhow, I hope she gets UKM or UPM, and of course, the course that she wants.
But I think, now that the USM has done them 4574 students wrong, USM should ensure that each and every one of them gets a place in other universities. Don't you think?
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Where I am studying after this
The dilemma of me having a blog, is that on one hand, I can let my friends know about whatever I want them to know; but on the other hand, the whole world can know about it too.
Haha...that's just saying that there are some things I don't wish too many people to know.
And my dear best friends, a few of you have remarked on my 'conference'. I will tell you now that it is quite impossible for me to do that, and so I will just have to approach you individually. =.=
And Brother, how did you know that I wanted to talk about my future studies?
If you hadn't been busy with your exams, you would've known by now.
The May intake for Bachelor of Psychology has already started.
So why am I not in college?
The answer is quite simple.
I have changed my mind.
Why have I decided not to study Psychology?
The answer to this one, I'm afraid, is not that simple.
Let's just say that I know what I am not capable of.
I will leave it as that.
So what am I going to study then?
I have already registered to study Economics & Management in the UOL external programme at HELP.
It is a tough programme, I am told.
But the manager of the department seems to think that I am one of those promising students. Let us hope that he is right.
Folks, do not worry.
I have thought long and hard about this, and I have sought opinions from my parents, my uncle, my cousins, even their friends.
Econs feels right to me.
Haha...that's just saying that there are some things I don't wish too many people to know.
And my dear best friends, a few of you have remarked on my 'conference'. I will tell you now that it is quite impossible for me to do that, and so I will just have to approach you individually. =.=
And Brother, how did you know that I wanted to talk about my future studies?
If you hadn't been busy with your exams, you would've known by now.
The May intake for Bachelor of Psychology has already started.
So why am I not in college?
The answer is quite simple.
I have changed my mind.
Why have I decided not to study Psychology?
The answer to this one, I'm afraid, is not that simple.
Let's just say that I know what I am not capable of.
I will leave it as that.
So what am I going to study then?
I have already registered to study Economics & Management in the UOL external programme at HELP.
It is a tough programme, I am told.
But the manager of the department seems to think that I am one of those promising students. Let us hope that he is right.
Folks, do not worry.
I have thought long and hard about this, and I have sought opinions from my parents, my uncle, my cousins, even their friends.
Econs feels right to me.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Conference?
I imagine...
that every single one of my best friends would like to know what is going on with my life right now
Some of them do know a few things...
but none of them know everything...
So I'm thinking...
maybe I should just call a damn conference...
wth
so Bro, Xuan, Jon, Mel, Ken...when r u guys free? =p
that every single one of my best friends would like to know what is going on with my life right now
Some of them do know a few things...
but none of them know everything...
So I'm thinking...
maybe I should just call a damn conference...
wth
so Bro, Xuan, Jon, Mel, Ken...when r u guys free? =p
What I want...
I live in the now. I don't look back into the past, and I don't think much about the future.
So what kind of life do I want in 5 years, 10 years, 20 years?
Man, dear Alwin sure is helpful. Truth is I don't think/function that way.
But still, it's great to listen to others. Their perspectives broaden my horizon, that's for sure.
And when I've gathered enough information, I'll do this my own way.
So what kind of life do I want in 5 years, 10 years, 20 years?
Man, dear Alwin sure is helpful. Truth is I don't think/function that way.
But still, it's great to listen to others. Their perspectives broaden my horizon, that's for sure.
And when I've gathered enough information, I'll do this my own way.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
On hiatus...no more
yo, wat's up?
haha...i noe
it's been more than a month since my last post....
of course, there'd been lots of things happening in my life in this one month's time....
in fact, there are so many things i don't even know where to begin....
well hell, i don't even know whether i'll blog about anything at all....
so...folks....
do u wanna noe about....
my final exams?
my results?
my holiday activities?
my family vacation?
my health?
my new course in life?
every question has an interesting answer and a story behind it...
seriously
if you're interested enough...
u should ask me about it.....
haha
coz i've decided that since i'm long-winded, they would be really long stories....
and i'm not up to writing long stories now...
best of luck to everyone having exams soon....and everyone going into degree courses
haha...i noe
it's been more than a month since my last post....
of course, there'd been lots of things happening in my life in this one month's time....
in fact, there are so many things i don't even know where to begin....
well hell, i don't even know whether i'll blog about anything at all....
so...folks....
do u wanna noe about....
my final exams?
my results?
my holiday activities?
my family vacation?
my health?
my new course in life?
every question has an interesting answer and a story behind it...
seriously
if you're interested enough...
u should ask me about it.....
haha
coz i've decided that since i'm long-winded, they would be really long stories....
and i'm not up to writing long stories now...
best of luck to everyone having exams soon....and everyone going into degree courses
Monday, March 30, 2009
Am I always there for my friends?
I met up with my best friends.
The three of us sat and talked for two and a half hours.
For a person who has been emotionally detached from people around her for quite a while, it was great to talk to friends again.
Yeah, I’ve been locked in my own selfish world lately, with just me and my Korean idols in it. Sometimes, when I see people I know, I feel like running. I just don’t feel like saying hi to them.
Perhaps it is because none of the friends I see every day can really see me as I am.
So it was really great to chat with them.
But then, as we talked, I realized that there were things they know of each other, but unknown to me.
I felt left out.
It is foolish. But I have to be honest with myself. It is better to accept the feeling, than to deny it.
I hope, however, that they did not notice my disappointment, because my feelings had nothing to do with them.
I just wonder, if I am a selfish friend, too absorbed in my own world.
Am I always there for my friends?
Ps: If you really think that I would have harsh words to say about your video, think again.
The three of us sat and talked for two and a half hours.
For a person who has been emotionally detached from people around her for quite a while, it was great to talk to friends again.
Yeah, I’ve been locked in my own selfish world lately, with just me and my Korean idols in it. Sometimes, when I see people I know, I feel like running. I just don’t feel like saying hi to them.
Perhaps it is because none of the friends I see every day can really see me as I am.
So it was really great to chat with them.
But then, as we talked, I realized that there were things they know of each other, but unknown to me.
I felt left out.
It is foolish. But I have to be honest with myself. It is better to accept the feeling, than to deny it.
I hope, however, that they did not notice my disappointment, because my feelings had nothing to do with them.
I just wonder, if I am a selfish friend, too absorbed in my own world.
Am I always there for my friends?
Ps: If you really think that I would have harsh words to say about your video, think again.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
PDP
PDP is Peer Development Program.....
It is one of the assignments for my Psych subject....
Basically it's just doing research on a topic, write a report and present it in about 30-40 minutes...
Of course, it's a group work.
On top of that, we have to choose one group and do critique on their presentation....
Well, since I cannot do a critique on my own group, I'll just do it here.
haha....no no kidding
Actually I've just finished my presentation an hour ago.
I think I should make a mental note on what I've learnt through this experience.
Teamwork
I'm not saying that my group did badly...
We did pretty well actually...
In fact, I wanna thank my groupmates for tolerating my procrastination...
and for their effort in making this assignment work =D
It's just that we had little communication, each doing our own parts, not knowing what others were doing....
and it had to be too much burden for that one member who contacted everybody...
So I think, that we would have done better if we worked as a team.
Well, I blame myself for not being initiative in communicating with my groupmates.
Nevertheless, it's ok. Because we grow as we learn from our mistakes and improve on our weaknesses.
Do I sound lame?
haha
-out-
It is one of the assignments for my Psych subject....
Basically it's just doing research on a topic, write a report and present it in about 30-40 minutes...
Of course, it's a group work.
On top of that, we have to choose one group and do critique on their presentation....
Well, since I cannot do a critique on my own group, I'll just do it here.
haha....no no kidding
Actually I've just finished my presentation an hour ago.
I think I should make a mental note on what I've learnt through this experience.
Teamwork
I'm not saying that my group did badly...
We did pretty well actually...
In fact, I wanna thank my groupmates for tolerating my procrastination...
and for their effort in making this assignment work =D
It's just that we had little communication, each doing our own parts, not knowing what others were doing....
and it had to be too much burden for that one member who contacted everybody...
So I think, that we would have done better if we worked as a team.
Well, I blame myself for not being initiative in communicating with my groupmates.
Nevertheless, it's ok. Because we grow as we learn from our mistakes and improve on our weaknesses.
Do I sound lame?
haha
-out-
Monday, March 16, 2009
Dilemma
I feel like a kid, afraid of getting caught lying.
Should I tell the truth, and face the punishment; or should I create a bigger lie, and get a chance to get away with it?
I suppose that facing the problem is the only way to solve it, but me being me, I go around it.
Should I tell the truth, and face the punishment; or should I create a bigger lie, and get a chance to get away with it?
I suppose that facing the problem is the only way to solve it, but me being me, I go around it.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
28/30
I'm not sure if I should be blogging about this.
Because I would sound as if I were boasting, or perhaps even showing off.
Well, I'd tell you that is not what I mean, but this is what really happened.
I had my macro quiz this morning [ok yesterday morning coz it's past midnight]
and if you've read my previous post, you'd know that I was drooling over SuJu and not studying.
and so I only spent an hour or two before the quiz to cram everything about AD-AS into my brain....
First, you have to know that we use some computer software to do our quiz...
and our marks will be shown once we click End.
I didn't expect to score high....
so I myself was stunned by my score
28/30
great.....now all my classmates are gonna kill me
Because I would sound as if I were boasting, or perhaps even showing off.
Well, I'd tell you that is not what I mean, but this is what really happened.
I had my macro quiz this morning [ok yesterday morning coz it's past midnight]
and if you've read my previous post, you'd know that I was drooling over SuJu and not studying.
and so I only spent an hour or two before the quiz to cram everything about AD-AS into my brain....
First, you have to know that we use some computer software to do our quiz...
and our marks will be shown once we click End.
I didn't expect to score high....
so I myself was stunned by my score
28/30
great.....now all my classmates are gonna kill me
Blame it all on Super Junior!!!
E.L.F.s all over the world are going crazy!!!
alright...I don't necessarily call myself an E.L.F., but I am definitely a SuJu fan.
Super Junior has finally made their comeback this week.
First, they released the digital single 'Sorry Sorry' on monday....
[and then I went crazy]
and then they released the album 'Sorry Sorry' on thursday....
[and then I went crazier]
and then they performed on Music Bank and released the mv for 'Sorry Sorry' on Friday night...
[and then I don't care anymore]
omg....I don't even sound coherent!!!
I'll tell u why I went crazy.
The song is definitely addictive!!!!
and I'll tell u why I went crazier.
The album is, surprisingly, rather good, and worth buying!!!!!
and I'll tell u why I don't care anymore.
I kept waiting.....waiting.....waiting.....and waiting for the mv to come out.....
kept googling 'super junior sorry sorry mv'.....but nothing came out....
kept doing that for 2 days I tell u......2 days
n when it's finally out....I wasn't even online.....wth
and I'll tell u how crazy I can be.
I was gonna have a macro quiz the next morning, but I didn't study, instead I went and analyze the mv.....
crazy hor......
aiyo...Super Junior is damn distracting!!!!
I couldn't concentrate in class......and I couldn't focus for the whole week!!!!
yes....Blame it all on them!!!
and no Super Junior...u should not be singing Sorry Sorry....u should be saying Sorry Sorry to us fans!!!!
But I love u none the less!!! =P
alright...I don't necessarily call myself an E.L.F., but I am definitely a SuJu fan.
Super Junior has finally made their comeback this week.
First, they released the digital single 'Sorry Sorry' on monday....
[and then I went crazy]
and then they released the album 'Sorry Sorry' on thursday....
[and then I went crazier]
and then they performed on Music Bank and released the mv for 'Sorry Sorry' on Friday night...
[and then I don't care anymore]
omg....I don't even sound coherent!!!
I'll tell u why I went crazy.
The song is definitely addictive!!!!
and I'll tell u why I went crazier.
The album is, surprisingly, rather good, and worth buying!!!!!
and I'll tell u why I don't care anymore.
I kept waiting.....waiting.....waiting.....and waiting for the mv to come out.....
kept googling 'super junior sorry sorry mv'.....but nothing came out....
kept doing that for 2 days I tell u......2 days
n when it's finally out....I wasn't even online.....wth
and I'll tell u how crazy I can be.
I was gonna have a macro quiz the next morning, but I didn't study, instead I went and analyze the mv.....
crazy hor......
aiyo...Super Junior is damn distracting!!!!
I couldn't concentrate in class......and I couldn't focus for the whole week!!!!
yes....Blame it all on them!!!
and no Super Junior...u should not be singing Sorry Sorry....u should be saying Sorry Sorry to us fans!!!!
But I love u none the less!!! =P
Thursday, March 12, 2009
I AM SICK
Mr Alex was right.
I AM SICK.
I'm sick and tired of ppl telling me I'm very 'geng', just because of my results.
I'm sick and tired of ppl asking me tons of questions, just because they think I am better than them.
I'm sick and tired of ppl calling me smart, just because I know my own way of studying.
I'm sick and tired of ppl giving me too much credit.
I'm sick and tired of ppl having too high expectations of me.
I'm sick and tired of ppl judging me.
Because they just add to the shame and guilt I feel, for not living up to my own expectations.
I am sick and tired of myself, always criticizing me, but not doing anything to make me a better person.
I am sick and tired of myself, for judging me so harshly.
I AM SICK.
I'm sick and tired of ppl telling me I'm very 'geng', just because of my results.
I'm sick and tired of ppl asking me tons of questions, just because they think I am better than them.
I'm sick and tired of ppl calling me smart, just because I know my own way of studying.
I'm sick and tired of ppl giving me too much credit.
I'm sick and tired of ppl having too high expectations of me.
I'm sick and tired of ppl judging me.
Because they just add to the shame and guilt I feel, for not living up to my own expectations.
I am sick and tired of myself, always criticizing me, but not doing anything to make me a better person.
I am sick and tired of myself, for judging me so harshly.
I was sick?? o.0
Tuesday was the due date for my stats assignment.
Unfortunately, I hadn't even started writing my real assignment till midnight. I had my answers, but I just hadn't pen it down.
So, I spent my whole sleeping time completing my assignment.
And that explains why I dozed off in macro class.
But here's the funny thing......
My lecturer, Mr Alex, was very considerate.
[In fact, I would say that he was very cute XP]
He said I was SICK.
[Goodness....he even made an excuse for me!!!!!]
Now, come to think of it....was he trying to make me feel GUILTY???
Well then, if that was the case, he damn well succeeded!!!
Unfortunately, I hadn't even started writing my real assignment till midnight. I had my answers, but I just hadn't pen it down.
So, I spent my whole sleeping time completing my assignment.
And that explains why I dozed off in macro class.
But here's the funny thing......
My lecturer, Mr Alex, was very considerate.
[In fact, I would say that he was very cute XP]
He said I was SICK.
[Goodness....he even made an excuse for me!!!!!]
Now, come to think of it....was he trying to make me feel GUILTY???
Well then, if that was the case, he damn well succeeded!!!
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Times when I hate Jonathan
Don't get me wrong, Jon is my best friend, but sometimes I just feel like kicking his...... I mean, hitting him =P
Examples of times when I hate Jon.....
When he does not study, but gets good/at least average results.
[Especially when he only "flipped through" the textbook and yet remembers what he read ><]
When he knows what's right, but does the opposite.
[Classic example: his English essay. His English Grammar is good, but during exams, he can't even bother to write grammatically correct sentences......=.= all silly mistakes!!!]
When he knows what's best, but doubts himself.
[He's so smart he can figure out a lot of things by himself, but at times he just thinks too much....I don't mind that he turns to me for advice, I just wish that he wouldn't doubt himself so much......]
When he's being a smart ass. Damn annoying....
[Alright! Alright! I have no right to say that because I admit to be a smart ass myself....my sister would be the 1st to agree to that......but I'm not talking about me here XP]
When he calls me out just to go jalan-jalan....SAKIT KAKI....
uh huh.....this is where I'm getting at....
Last Saturday, he sent me an sms asking whether I was busy lately...
then said that he wanted to go somewhere public just to walk....
[just to comment on this: u don get a girl to go out with u just to WALK....we SHOP]
anyway, we decided to go to KLCC and Central Market the next day....
tried calling our useless friend Ken to go with us.....
but useless Ken never picked up his phone.....and didn't even bother to reply our sms =.=
so, we lied to our parents.....
Jon told his mom that he was going to KLCC with mt and 'a few others.....'
I told my parents that I was going to KLCC with my old 'friends'.....
yes, I knew you would ask "WHY?"
Because the parents would misunderstand and think that we were dating or something like that.....=.=
well, we don't blame them....because even some of our juniors did think that we were together
=.="
and so, we went to Suria KLCC....and walked the garden....
one big round......
[for goodness sake, he even suggested walking another round....summore almost noon dy...]
then went up to Kinokuniya.....had lunch at KFC [my treat coz i was late..missed 2 trains]
then went to Central Market....
circled the whole place.....[i think Central Market is not as interesting as it used to be dy... ]
and he ended up buying 2 noisy little wooden frogs.....to irritate ppl
By the time we were going home, my FEET were already SORE....
especially my toes =.=
so my dear friend,
the next time you're on your mood swings again....
don't go jalan-jalan lah.....
Examples of times when I hate Jon.....
When he does not study, but gets good/at least average results.
[Especially when he only "flipped through" the textbook and yet remembers what he read ><]
When he knows what's right, but does the opposite.
[Classic example: his English essay. His English Grammar is good, but during exams, he can't even bother to write grammatically correct sentences......=.= all silly mistakes!!!]
When he knows what's best, but doubts himself.
[He's so smart he can figure out a lot of things by himself, but at times he just thinks too much....I don't mind that he turns to me for advice, I just wish that he wouldn't doubt himself so much......]
When he's being a smart ass. Damn annoying....
[Alright! Alright! I have no right to say that because I admit to be a smart ass myself....my sister would be the 1st to agree to that......but I'm not talking about me here XP]
When he calls me out just to go jalan-jalan....SAKIT KAKI....
uh huh.....this is where I'm getting at....
Last Saturday, he sent me an sms asking whether I was busy lately...
then said that he wanted to go somewhere public just to walk....
[just to comment on this: u don get a girl to go out with u just to WALK....we SHOP]
anyway, we decided to go to KLCC and Central Market the next day....
tried calling our useless friend Ken to go with us.....
but useless Ken never picked up his phone.....and didn't even bother to reply our sms =.=
so, we lied to our parents.....
Jon told his mom that he was going to KLCC with mt and 'a few others.....'
I told my parents that I was going to KLCC with my old 'friends'.....
yes, I knew you would ask "WHY?"
Because the parents would misunderstand and think that we were dating or something like that.....=.=
well, we don't blame them....because even some of our juniors did think that we were together
=.="
and so, we went to Suria KLCC....and walked the garden....
one big round......
[for goodness sake, he even suggested walking another round....summore almost noon dy...]
then went up to Kinokuniya.....had lunch at KFC [my treat coz i was late..missed 2 trains]
then went to Central Market....
circled the whole place.....[i think Central Market is not as interesting as it used to be dy... ]
and he ended up buying 2 noisy little wooden frogs.....to irritate ppl
By the time we were going home, my FEET were already SORE....
especially my toes =.=
so my dear friend,
the next time you're on your mood swings again....
don't go jalan-jalan lah.....
Thursday, March 5, 2009
13eyond your imagination??
oh....haven't blogged for days dy....
shall I just blog about something that makes me happy???
TVXQ was guest on SMAP's show!!!!!!
wheeeee~~~~
haha....it's actually not much to celebrate about...
but they were so funny on that show!
way to go man!
plus they performed 'Purple Line' and 'Doushite...[aiya the title of the song so long that i can't remember]' together with SMAP
erm...it was my 1st time seeing SMAP sing... o.0
and erm...TVXQ was better.... XP
haha...ok...I'm biased
on the whole it was a good performance
but maybe they slowed the tempo so that SMAP could catch up?? hehe...SMAP can sing though
I know that Takuya Kimura is one of them but this is the 1st time I've seen all SMAP members together....
turns out I've seen most of them before in dramas but I just didn't know =P
oh and TVXQ's gonna be on Music Station!!!! Finally!!!!
am so gonna watch it...
not just because they're gonna be on, but because BoA and Arashi would be on too!!!
haha
However, the most anticipated thing now is Super Junior's up and coming 3rd album!!!!!
title song 'Sorry Sorry' is gonna be released on 12th March....
which is next week......[wheeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!]
what a lame title for a song.....
why would you wanna say 'sorry' while you're dancing to a supposed-to-be-cool song and awesome choreography???
BUT...I'll listen to the song 1st before I give any further comments...
yes, I'm afraid that they won't turn out as good as I hope they would...
BUT........Super Junior has never let us fans down =D
[i hope....]
A few official photos are out...
am satisfied with their new 'image'...
only thing I'm not satisfied with is this:
i think it's a nice photo....
BUT...DO U SEE 13 GUYS THERE???
NO???
then take a look at the number 3....
now do u see the hat below it???
YES!!! that is KANGIN!!!
just when we have them all lined up from the oldest to the youngest to take a nice nice photo.......=.=
angle problem......wth
anyway...hope the new album is good ^^
shall I just blog about something that makes me happy???
TVXQ was guest on SMAP's show!!!!!!
wheeeee~~~~
haha....it's actually not much to celebrate about...
but they were so funny on that show!
way to go man!
plus they performed 'Purple Line' and 'Doushite...[aiya the title of the song so long that i can't remember]' together with SMAP
erm...it was my 1st time seeing SMAP sing... o.0
and erm...TVXQ was better.... XP
haha...ok...I'm biased
on the whole it was a good performance
but maybe they slowed the tempo so that SMAP could catch up?? hehe...SMAP can sing though
I know that Takuya Kimura is one of them but this is the 1st time I've seen all SMAP members together....
turns out I've seen most of them before in dramas but I just didn't know =P
oh and TVXQ's gonna be on Music Station!!!! Finally!!!!
am so gonna watch it...
not just because they're gonna be on, but because BoA and Arashi would be on too!!!
haha
However, the most anticipated thing now is Super Junior's up and coming 3rd album!!!!!
title song 'Sorry Sorry' is gonna be released on 12th March....
which is next week......[wheeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!]
what a lame title for a song.....
why would you wanna say 'sorry' while you're dancing to a supposed-to-be-cool song and awesome choreography???
BUT...I'll listen to the song 1st before I give any further comments...
yes, I'm afraid that they won't turn out as good as I hope they would...
BUT........Super Junior has never let us fans down =D
[i hope....]
A few official photos are out...
am satisfied with their new 'image'...
only thing I'm not satisfied with is this:
i think it's a nice photo....
BUT...DO U SEE 13 GUYS THERE???
NO???
then take a look at the number 3....
now do u see the hat below it???
YES!!! that is KANGIN!!!
just when we have them all lined up from the oldest to the youngest to take a nice nice photo.......=.=
angle problem......wth
anyway...hope the new album is good ^^
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
I've been tagged
For the 1st time, I've been tagged!
haha.....am not sure how to do this....but I'd like to try....
Rules: Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real, nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy / girl name question.
1. What is your name: Mei Thin Ng / Ng Mei Thin. Can I cheat and use both N and M? Ok fine. I'll use M.
2. A four letter word: Meat.
3. A boy's name: Michael. I actually have a friend named Micheal [different spelling only].....haha
4. A girl's name: Melissa. =P
5. An occupation: Mechanical engineer....haha....yahor.....Mechanic oso can......
6. A colour: aiyo.....this one took me long enough!!! Maroon!!!!!
7. Something you'll wear: I was thinking some branded stuff....but then can't think of any ><
8. A food: McChicken.....Maggie Goreng.....Murtabak......eh what else ah......
9. Something found in the bathroom: oh so easy.....Mirror......
10. A place: Meteora [is a beautiful place in Greece which inspired Linkin Park's album name]
11. A reason for being late: Mother's car tayar pancit!
12. Something you'd shout: Ma de!!! [omg so rude] ....or if you like something english.....Man!!! ....or something typical.....Mom!!!
13. A movie title: Madagascar
14. Something you drink: Milo
15. A musical group: man....this is where I envy my sis cuz she can answer Linkin Park......wth.....
Maroon 5.....but i used the word Maroon........
My Chemical Romance.....or Matchbox Twenty........or Muse.......hehehehehe
thank god I thought of these people.....otherwise I'd write Metallica ><
16. An animal: Meerkat....there's one in Lion King....hehe.....go watch and you'll know
17. A street name: Merlin Street....yalah searched on the net one.....is some street in London haha.... otherwise write wat?? Jalan Merpati?? I'm sure there's one.... but Jalan Mati not sure loh
18. A type of car: erm....do you mean brand name?? oh hell, i just thought of an answer my sis could use.....Lamborghini [how cool is that?!]
Mazda......haha my answer not that bad either......or Mini Cooper =P [still, Lamborghini is cooler...=.=]
19. The title of a song: Mideoyo!!! Mirotic!!! ok fine.....that's korean, not english.....
MOVE ALONG...by the All American Rejects...[yeah...great answer]..... "Right back what is wrong...we move along..."
yes...this is where I derived the address for my blog =P
I tag my Bro.....let's see how he answers with 'W'........=P
haha.....am not sure how to do this....but I'd like to try....
Rules: Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real, nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy / girl name question.
1. What is your name: Mei Thin Ng / Ng Mei Thin. Can I cheat and use both N and M? Ok fine. I'll use M.
2. A four letter word: Meat.
3. A boy's name: Michael. I actually have a friend named Micheal [different spelling only].....haha
4. A girl's name: Melissa. =P
5. An occupation: Mechanical engineer....haha....yahor.....Mechanic oso can......
6. A colour: aiyo.....this one took me long enough!!! Maroon!!!!!
7. Something you'll wear: I was thinking some branded stuff....but then can't think of any ><
8. A food: McChicken.....Maggie Goreng.....Murtabak......eh what else ah......
9. Something found in the bathroom: oh so easy.....Mirror......
10. A place: Meteora [is a beautiful place in Greece which inspired Linkin Park's album name]
11. A reason for being late: Mother's car tayar pancit!
12. Something you'd shout: Ma de!!! [omg so rude] ....or if you like something english.....Man!!! ....or something typical.....Mom!!!
13. A movie title: Madagascar
14. Something you drink: Milo
15. A musical group: man....this is where I envy my sis cuz she can answer Linkin Park......wth.....
Maroon 5.....but i used the word Maroon........
My Chemical Romance.....or Matchbox Twenty........or Muse.......hehehehehe
thank god I thought of these people.....otherwise I'd write Metallica ><
16. An animal: Meerkat....there's one in Lion King....hehe.....go watch and you'll know
17. A street name: Merlin Street....yalah searched on the net one.....is some street in London haha.... otherwise write wat?? Jalan Merpati?? I'm sure there's one.... but Jalan Mati not sure loh
18. A type of car: erm....do you mean brand name?? oh hell, i just thought of an answer my sis could use.....Lamborghini [how cool is that?!]
Mazda......haha my answer not that bad either......or Mini Cooper =P [still, Lamborghini is cooler...=.=]
19. The title of a song: Mideoyo!!! Mirotic!!! ok fine.....that's korean, not english.....
MOVE ALONG...by the All American Rejects...[yeah...great answer]..... "Right back what is wrong...we move along..."
yes...this is where I derived the address for my blog =P
I tag my Bro.....let's see how he answers with 'W'........=P
Saturday, February 7, 2009
shit...lost my phone
Aiyayaya....
turns out I really dropped my phone lah....
right...my own fault....
cannot blame anybody....
so cannot say anything oso liao.....
T.T
but silently cursing the jerk who picked up my phone
urgh....mourning my K550i
turns out I really dropped my phone lah....
right...my own fault....
cannot blame anybody....
so cannot say anything oso liao.....
T.T
but silently cursing the jerk who picked up my phone
urgh....mourning my K550i
Where's my phone???
Just had my stats quiz....
Before the quiz I realized that I'd left my phone somewhere...
At first I thought I left it in the car, so I borrowed my friend's phone and called my mother to check if it's there...
She said no.
And then I thought about it again...
Hmm....maybe I left it on the dining table.....
Or...did I drop it when I got out of the car???
I don't think so leh....cuz I'd feel it if I'd dropped it....
So it's most probably on the dining table....
Aiyo....how forgetful!!! (x.x)
Haha...yesterday played cards at Mel's house...
won 10 bucks from Keng Fai =p
Raymond and Shu Hua going to Melbourne in 10....no....9 days' time.....
oh well....I'm sure soon there'll be more friends leaving to study abroad....
Just don't go without seeing me first....
Haha
Before the quiz I realized that I'd left my phone somewhere...
At first I thought I left it in the car, so I borrowed my friend's phone and called my mother to check if it's there...
She said no.
And then I thought about it again...
Hmm....maybe I left it on the dining table.....
Or...did I drop it when I got out of the car???
I don't think so leh....cuz I'd feel it if I'd dropped it....
So it's most probably on the dining table....
Aiyo....how forgetful!!! (x.x)
Haha...yesterday played cards at Mel's house...
won 10 bucks from Keng Fai =p
Raymond and Shu Hua going to Melbourne in 10....no....9 days' time.....
oh well....I'm sure soon there'll be more friends leaving to study abroad....
Just don't go without seeing me first....
Haha
Friday, February 6, 2009
albums, songs....and a drama....
I've thought of blogging about many things...
but I've never got to do it....
so.....why not write it all down at once???
hehe ^^
ok...I'll start with some happy ones....
I bought DBSK's Mirotic album!!!
we went to Rock Corner at The Curve...
wanted to know if the words inside the album were korean...so I asked the sales person to open it...and then she asked her colleague to play it...
haha.....their sound system rocks!!!
damn syok listening to Mirotic in the shop....
by the way...it's version C...
yalah yalah...I dunno why they wanna release so many versions...
I juz choose one and buy...
speaking of albums....my sis ordered DBSK's T Concert DVD online....
plus Super Junior Super Show.....
but Super Show no more stock!!!
isk... sometimes I'd wish they don't have so many fans...
I want that DVD!!!
speaking of which....is Super Show still on in Malaysia???
I wanna go!!
but when?????????
and still speaking of albums....I realized that I got my All The Right Reasons at a really good price!!!
bought it last holiday
it's the special edition....so it's imported...
saw it somewhere where it's sold at rm93.... but I bought it at less than rm65...
wahahahaha
oh....and dunno whether Nickelback's new album Dark House is good or not...
but I like their single Gotta Be Somebody
and....I recently downloaded some songs of 陈奕迅...
have always liked a few of his songs...such as 最佳损友，富士山下，夕阳无限好...
haha....I have these songs....but just downloaded a few more like 浮夸，十面埋伏，Lonely Christmas, Shall We Talk....
I'm sure there are more songs that I'd like...but he has so many....
so.....anybody wanna recommend???
right...I seem to be blogging a lot about music....
aiya....don't care.....just one more......
this time it's Big Bang's.......youngest member Seungri
bear in mind that this guy is 19 years old....
recently released a single called Strong Baby...
I think the song is much too 'sexual'.....
for god's sake...he's exactly my age!!
too much of a Maroon 5 fan perhaps????
and has anyone heard of the Korean version of Meteor Garden 流星花园???
it's called Boys Over Flowers/Boys Before Flowers....
it's currently airing in Korea....
haha....I was curious and watched the first episode....
it seems to be quite intriguing/interesting/promising.....
it's said that the whole drama has 24 episodes...but it's currently aired till episode 10....
aiyo.....means it'll only end in late March....
best not watch anymore....I'll wait till end of semester...
right...that's all for now
but I've never got to do it....
so.....why not write it all down at once???
hehe ^^
ok...I'll start with some happy ones....
I bought DBSK's Mirotic album!!!
we went to Rock Corner at The Curve...
wanted to know if the words inside the album were korean...so I asked the sales person to open it...and then she asked her colleague to play it...
haha.....their sound system rocks!!!
damn syok listening to Mirotic in the shop....
by the way...it's version C...
yalah yalah...I dunno why they wanna release so many versions...
I juz choose one and buy...
speaking of albums....my sis ordered DBSK's T Concert DVD online....
plus Super Junior Super Show.....
but Super Show no more stock!!!
isk... sometimes I'd wish they don't have so many fans...
I want that DVD!!!
speaking of which....is Super Show still on in Malaysia???I wanna go!!
but when?????????
and still speaking of albums....I realized that I got my All The Right Reasons at a really good price!!!
bought it last holiday
it's the special edition....so it's imported...
saw it somewhere where it's sold at rm93.... but I bought it at less than rm65...
wahahahaha
oh....and dunno whether Nickelback's new album Dark House is good or not...
but I like their single Gotta Be Somebody
and....I recently downloaded some songs of 陈奕迅...
have always liked a few of his songs...such as 最佳损友，富士山下，夕阳无限好...
haha....I have these songs....but just downloaded a few more like 浮夸，十面埋伏，Lonely Christmas, Shall We Talk....
I'm sure there are more songs that I'd like...but he has so many....
so.....anybody wanna recommend???
right...I seem to be blogging a lot about music....
aiya....don't care.....just one more......
this time it's Big Bang's.......youngest member Seungri
bear in mind that this guy is 19 years old....
recently released a single called Strong Baby...
I think the song is much too 'sexual'.....
for god's sake...he's exactly my age!!
too much of a Maroon 5 fan perhaps????
and has anyone heard of the Korean version of Meteor Garden 流星花园???
it's called Boys Over Flowers/Boys Before Flowers....
it's currently airing in Korea....
haha....I was curious and watched the first episode....
it seems to be quite intriguing/interesting/promising.....
it's said that the whole drama has 24 episodes...but it's currently aired till episode 10....
aiyo.....means it'll only end in late March....
best not watch anymore....I'll wait till end of semester...
right...that's all for now
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
nth lah....simply write.....
aiya...long time nvr update blog....
erm...life is like that loh....
as usual....get scolded every day.....
so i feel bad every day.....
getting moody like Jon lah....
haha
omg....i oni juz found out tht he's the head of 6th form council....
WHAT THE........
=.=
erm...life is like that loh....
as usual....get scolded every day.....
so i feel bad every day.....
getting moody like Jon lah....
haha
omg....i oni juz found out tht he's the head of 6th form council....
WHAT THE........
=.=
Friday, January 9, 2009
Understanding
You asked,
How is it that i understand so much about you
I couldn't come up with a good answer,
and so I said,
It comes naturally
You didn't buy any of it....
and you're still seeking for an answer....
You were right
It's definitely not time...
That is why I didn't say it's because I've known you for years....
So, what is it?
Perhaps it is the time that we have spent together
the things we have experienced together
the thoughts, feelings, knowledge, even gossips that we have shared
The things which made us such close friends
Perhaps it is because we are so close....
that I understand how your mind works
and can easily pick up your various expressions
your different moods
your every thought
Perhaps it is simply because we think alike
I can think of a dozen more reasons
But it doesn't matter
Because they are not the answers that you're looking for....
The question that you really wanted to ask was,
"How do I make him understand me?"
I cannot answer you that, but I will tell you this....
Don't push it
I have once tried to make someone understand me
But in the end, I gave up
Because I learnt that we can never MAKE others understand us
Or rather, some people just won't understand.....
So, don't get too disappointed
Just be content with the friendship and love that you have
Then, you will be happier
Love you always, MT
How is it that i understand so much about you
I couldn't come up with a good answer,
and so I said,
It comes naturally
You didn't buy any of it....
and you're still seeking for an answer....
You were right
It's definitely not time...
That is why I didn't say it's because I've known you for years....
So, what is it?
Perhaps it is the time that we have spent together
the things we have experienced together
the thoughts, feelings, knowledge, even gossips that we have shared
The things which made us such close friends
Perhaps it is because we are so close....
that I understand how your mind works
and can easily pick up your various expressions
your different moods
your every thought
Perhaps it is simply because we think alike
I can think of a dozen more reasons
But it doesn't matter
Because they are not the answers that you're looking for....
The question that you really wanted to ask was,
"How do I make him understand me?"
I cannot answer you that, but I will tell you this....
Don't push it
I have once tried to make someone understand me
But in the end, I gave up
Because I learnt that we can never MAKE others understand us
Or rather, some people just won't understand.....
So, don't get too disappointed
Just be content with the friendship and love that you have
Then, you will be happier
Love you always, MT
Thursday, January 8, 2009
New Semester....also the last one....
Bro asked me how my new sem is.....
i said i'm starting to 'get a hang of it'....
well, i don't think that's how i should use the expression.......
since i'm in my last sem already....
but yeah....
i'm starting to get into the mood of having to deal with classes, assignments and exams....
be it tedious, challenging, confusing, difficult, interesting.....
bring it on....
that is the right kind of attitude, right?
afterall, i'll have to go through them anyway.....
i'm taking Statistics, Macroeconomics and Psychology for Personal Development....
this time around, it's easy to get familiar with the classes...
since all 3 lecturers have taught me in the previous semesters.....
i know their style and what i like about them, but i also know what i don't like about them....
hmm, i'm not sure if that's a good thing........ o.o
oh, and i shall tell you my results for last semester.....
Critical Thinking Skills-------------Credit
Advanced English-------------------Distinction
Microeconomics---------------------Distinction
Principles of Accounting-----------High Distinction
Moral Studies------------------------C
ah, well....
it is pretty much what i predicted it to be.....
though i was hoping to get HD for Micro.....
it's just a tiny regret that i didn't put more effort into understanding market structures then....
but bear in mind that the finals was not easy at all....=.=
as for CTS, i know that it's quite impossible for me to get a distinction.....
but still, now i have a Credit in my overall results.....
tak cantik lah....everything else is Distinction & High Distinction... T_T
well, no more Credits.....
this time around, i'm going to get at least Distinctions for all 3 subjects....
just wait and see.....
i said i'm starting to 'get a hang of it'....
well, i don't think that's how i should use the expression.......
since i'm in my last sem already....
but yeah....
i'm starting to get into the mood of having to deal with classes, assignments and exams....
be it tedious, challenging, confusing, difficult, interesting.....
bring it on....
that is the right kind of attitude, right?
afterall, i'll have to go through them anyway.....
i'm taking Statistics, Macroeconomics and Psychology for Personal Development....
this time around, it's easy to get familiar with the classes...
since all 3 lecturers have taught me in the previous semesters.....
i know their style and what i like about them, but i also know what i don't like about them....
hmm, i'm not sure if that's a good thing........ o.o
oh, and i shall tell you my results for last semester.....
Critical Thinking Skills-------------Credit
Advanced English-------------------Distinction
Microeconomics---------------------Distinction
Principles of Accounting-----------High Distinction
Moral Studies------------------------C
ah, well....
it is pretty much what i predicted it to be.....
though i was hoping to get HD for Micro.....
it's just a tiny regret that i didn't put more effort into understanding market structures then....
but bear in mind that the finals was not easy at all....=.=
as for CTS, i know that it's quite impossible for me to get a distinction.....
but still, now i have a Credit in my overall results.....
tak cantik lah....everything else is Distinction & High Distinction... T_T
well, no more Credits.....
this time around, i'm going to get at least Distinctions for all 3 subjects....
just wait and see.....
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
i'm still dreaming...
it's my 2nd day in college
but me still blur blur leh.......
haiz....tht's why sometimes i hate holidays....
i'm still caught in between holidays n school!
feel like banging my head on the wall or sth like tht to wake myself up......
=.=
i've got lots of stuff to blog about....
but i don think i'm in the mood.....
well, be back later
annyeong
but me still blur blur leh.......
haiz....tht's why sometimes i hate holidays....
i'm still caught in between holidays n school!
feel like banging my head on the wall or sth like tht to wake myself up......
=.=
i've got lots of stuff to blog about....
but i don think i'm in the mood.....
well, be back later
annyeong
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
SuperStar Libra
i juz went on a Star Cruise with my family...
the ship's name is SuperStar Libra...
n we sailed from Port Klang to Penang to Singapore then back to Port Klang
i was told that the Star Cruises are all sold!!
my dad says it's because they're making losses..not profits...
so no more Star Cruises in the future......
phew~ lucky we caught it on it's last voyage then....
the best thing on the cruise was that we could eat as much as we want!!!
hehe
fyi.....my family's got a very BIG APPETITE...
we got to have 6 meals each day
breakfast, morning tea, lunch, afternoon tea, dinner & supper...
n we could choose between buffet, chinese or western restaurant...
the food was not bad actually...^^
oh...n i'd bet none of u 18-year-olds out there have been in a casino before!
ok....there are....but not Malaysians
cuz under the Malaysian law only ppl above 21 can enter a casino...
but since the casino in the ship was on international waters, i could get in!
aiya...it's no big deal lah....but i watched my dad n his fren play poker...
haha
the only disappointment was when we docked at Singapore...
we were supposed to dock at Sentosa Island at 4 pm...
but due to port congestion a.k.a. TRAFFIC JAM IN THE SEA...
we only got off the ship at around 6 pm...
n we were supposed to go back at 7.30 pm.....
to make it worse.... we had to go through the customs first!
so we only got to check out the offshore shopping malls for 1 hour!!
ceh....tak syok
oh...n the weird thing is....
though we ate n ate n ate....
none of us got heavier....
hahahaha
the ship's name is SuperStar Libra...
n we sailed from Port Klang to Penang to Singapore then back to Port Klang
i was told that the Star Cruises are all sold!!
my dad says it's because they're making losses..not profits...
so no more Star Cruises in the future......
phew~ lucky we caught it on it's last voyage then....
the best thing on the cruise was that we could eat as much as we want!!!
hehe
fyi.....my family's got a very BIG APPETITE...
we got to have 6 meals each day
breakfast, morning tea, lunch, afternoon tea, dinner & supper...
n we could choose between buffet, chinese or western restaurant...
the food was not bad actually...^^
oh...n i'd bet none of u 18-year-olds out there have been in a casino before!
ok....there are....but not Malaysians
cuz under the Malaysian law only ppl above 21 can enter a casino...
but since the casino in the ship was on international waters, i could get in!
aiya...it's no big deal lah....but i watched my dad n his fren play poker...
haha
the only disappointment was when we docked at Singapore...
we were supposed to dock at Sentosa Island at 4 pm...
but due to port congestion a.k.a. TRAFFIC JAM IN THE SEA...
we only got off the ship at around 6 pm...
n we were supposed to go back at 7.30 pm.....
to make it worse.... we had to go through the customs first!
so we only got to check out the offshore shopping malls for 1 hour!!
ceh....tak syok
oh...n the weird thing is....
though we ate n ate n ate....
none of us got heavier....
hahahaha
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Holidays
update update before ppl start to think tht i stopped blogging...
haha
rite...it's holidays!!!
yeah...everybody's on holidays huh....
so...this is wat i've been doing/have done lately:
enjoy ur holidays ppl =P
haha
rite...it's holidays!!!
yeah...everybody's on holidays huh....
so...this is wat i've been doing/have done lately:
- get a new IC
- cut my hair short
- go to karaoke with sis n cousin
- go to A Famosa with college friends and find the place boring but learn more about 'Cho Dai Di'.... haha
- bang onto some motor's butt while driving my sis' car and so have my very first car accident [i assure u it's nth serious....surprisingly oni my sis' car got 'hurt'....which means i am DAMN LUCKY.... n the accident was my fault really ><]
- watch dramas online [finished watching Hana Kimi....hehe....very interesting drama by the way....and 5 episodes of Worlds Within....starring Hyun Bin and Song HyeGyo]
- sleep till really late at noon and upset my parents [aiya...no surprise loh]
enjoy ur holidays ppl =P
Monday, December 1, 2008
I want that HD
i had Accounting finals today.
i think i did ok.....
but i'm having doubts about whether or not i can get that HD ><
erm, if i had had a good night's sleep yesterday, i would have done better......
trouble is i didn't....
haha....
tried to pull off studying overnight then go straight to the exam.....
like what i did during SPM.... =P
aiya..... it must be lack of 'practice' lah....
cuz i didn't really succeed in doing good during the exam.....
haha
mainly because my brain was working slower than it should lah....
so i had to think twice about my answers....
and didn't have much time to check my answers....
summore i doubted my own answers.....
when most of them were right already!!! ><
haha.......
so for the last question....
Bank Reconciliation.....
[hooiyo....Ms. Eileen is really not bad eh.....trick us in our finals!!!]
i dunno whether i messed up the accounts or the figures.....
aiya... truth is i messed it up lah.....
but i really dunno how messed up it is... =.=
hopefully not too much lah.....
i wanna get HD!!!!!!
i think i did ok.....
but i'm having doubts about whether or not i can get that HD ><
erm, if i had had a good night's sleep yesterday, i would have done better......
trouble is i didn't....
haha....
tried to pull off studying overnight then go straight to the exam.....
like what i did during SPM.... =P
aiya..... it must be lack of 'practice' lah....
cuz i didn't really succeed in doing good during the exam.....
haha
mainly because my brain was working slower than it should lah....
so i had to think twice about my answers....
and didn't have much time to check my answers....
summore i doubted my own answers.....
when most of them were right already!!! ><
haha.......
so for the last question....
Bank Reconciliation.....
[hooiyo....Ms. Eileen is really not bad eh.....trick us in our finals!!!]
i dunno whether i messed up the accounts or the figures.....
aiya... truth is i messed it up lah.....
but i really dunno how messed up it is... =.=
hopefully not too much lah.....
i wanna get HD!!!!!!
Saturday, November 29, 2008
High Distinction? Distinction? Credit? or a mere Pass?
i just finished Advanced English & Critical Thinking Skills final exams!
phew~~
it was kinda stressful.....
truth be told, i am quite confident with my English...
i need about 37.75 marks to get HD!!!!
out of 40 marks leh.....
that's quite impossible =.=
so forget about HD...
i'm aiming to get Distinction!!
erm.....27.75 marks shouldn't be too difficult for me =)
now CTS on the other hand........
it's like....
well, if u don't take the subject, u won't know what im talking about....
i dunno how i did just now....
what i know is that most people have no clue either.....
hahaha
i just did what i could and hope that it's the best lah....
but i need 30/40 to get a Distinction for this subject.....
well, it's hard to say.......=.=
so, we'll see what happens....
one month from now....
phew~~
it was kinda stressful.....
truth be told, i am quite confident with my English...
i need about 37.75 marks to get HD!!!!
out of 40 marks leh.....
that's quite impossible =.=
so forget about HD...
i'm aiming to get Distinction!!
erm.....27.75 marks shouldn't be too difficult for me =)
now CTS on the other hand........
it's like....
well, if u don't take the subject, u won't know what im talking about....
i dunno how i did just now....
what i know is that most people have no clue either.....
hahaha
i just did what i could and hope that it's the best lah....
but i need 30/40 to get a Distinction for this subject.....
well, it's hard to say.......=.=
so, we'll see what happens....
one month from now....
Thursday, November 27, 2008
finished presentations! but EXAMS START!!
phew~~
having 2 presentations in a row can be SO STRESSFUL...
i dunno how i managed to get through it....
but i did....hehe
okie....
our CTS presentation...
well, overall it was ok....
but my fren was practically reading from his notes when he talked about the pros & cons of circumcision...
n he talked MUCH TOO LONG....
[i wish he heard wat my eng lecturer said about students' presentations juz now....she said tht u're supposed to talk to the audience....not repeating informations....HOW TRUE]
when it was my turn to talk, Ms Winnie hinted me to be brief n talk fast.....
fortunately i knew my stuff....
n it juz came rolling out of my mouth....
then for Microeconomics....
ahah.....tht's an entirely different story......
i didn't manage to produce a script for my presentation......
n so had no preparations whatsoever ><
but luckily i did know my answer n explained it on the spot!
haha....n so i kinda made a fool out of myself earlier....
oh well.....at least it was ok lah......
it's kinda funny....
how stressed out i was over the presentations and the preparations for it....
n then it was juz over in a matter of minutes.....
the day went ok...
but i have one complaint...
we had to include a written summary for our micro presentation....
so i was to compile wat everyone wrote......maximum 500 words
but my teammate....
didnt finish his part even after midnight last night.....
so i told him to send it to me by 9 this morning....
CTS class starts at 9.30....n the next class is micro......
obviously i don hav tht much time to edit n put everything together.....
but he wrote more than 500 words!!!!!!
GOSH....U THINK IM SO GOOD I CAN SUMMARIZE EVERYTHING IN 10 MINUTES????
this guy is obviously crazy....
i don like his way of thinking, his way of doing things....
he makes me angry....
i don even know why i consider him as a fren =.=
well, lesson learnt....
I AM NEVER GOING TO WORK WITH HIM ANYMORE
anyway....end of semester.....
but exams start on Saturday.......
urgh......the schedule is much too rushed......
i need to get distinctions!!!!!
having 2 presentations in a row can be SO STRESSFUL...
i dunno how i managed to get through it....
but i did....hehe
okie....
our CTS presentation...
well, overall it was ok....
but my fren was practically reading from his notes when he talked about the pros & cons of circumcision...
n he talked MUCH TOO LONG....
[i wish he heard wat my eng lecturer said about students' presentations juz now....she said tht u're supposed to talk to the audience....not repeating informations....HOW TRUE]
when it was my turn to talk, Ms Winnie hinted me to be brief n talk fast.....
fortunately i knew my stuff....
n it juz came rolling out of my mouth....
then for Microeconomics....
ahah.....tht's an entirely different story......
i didn't manage to produce a script for my presentation......
n so had no preparations whatsoever ><
but luckily i did know my answer n explained it on the spot!
haha....n so i kinda made a fool out of myself earlier....
oh well.....at least it was ok lah......
it's kinda funny....
how stressed out i was over the presentations and the preparations for it....
n then it was juz over in a matter of minutes.....
the day went ok...
but i have one complaint...
we had to include a written summary for our micro presentation....
so i was to compile wat everyone wrote......maximum 500 words
but my teammate....
didnt finish his part even after midnight last night.....
so i told him to send it to me by 9 this morning....
CTS class starts at 9.30....n the next class is micro......
obviously i don hav tht much time to edit n put everything together.....
but he wrote more than 500 words!!!!!!
GOSH....U THINK IM SO GOOD I CAN SUMMARIZE EVERYTHING IN 10 MINUTES????
this guy is obviously crazy....
i don like his way of thinking, his way of doing things....
he makes me angry....
i don even know why i consider him as a fren =.=
well, lesson learnt....
I AM NEVER GOING TO WORK WITH HIM ANYMORE
anyway....end of semester.....
but exams start on Saturday.......
urgh......the schedule is much too rushed......
i need to get distinctions!!!!!
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Gosh!! What is wrong with u????
i've experienced so many things n gone thru so much emotions these few days tht i do not even noe where to begin...
well, to give a brief explanation...
the deadline for both Critical Thinking Skills (CTS) and Moral reports is today...13th November...
n wat the hell, we only started to write them this week....[they're group works]
so u can imagine how hectic it was trying to come up wif two, not one, minimum-3000-word reports....
the situation wasn't too bad actually...
cuz i've done enough last minute work in the past to know that i can pull it off...
at least it shouldn't be that hard...
but hell and damnation, problems arised....
all for the same reason, the human factor......
so, the scenario....
[note: im talking about the CTS project, n the topic we got is 'Circumcision'......duh]
last week, i came up with an outline for the report, and each of us took one part to focus on n then write about it.....
i honestly expected no problems, cuz everyone was supposed to do their own job n then we would then compile everything, then it's done!
uh huh.....easy to say........
hell, i should have expected problems from this member....
cuz i've worked enough times with him to know how he thinks....
he can think so much yet twist everything in his mind until he gets it all wrong.....
so, this member gathered information on the net n found that there was a lot of contradictory stuff about circumcision....
he didn't know how to organize these facts....
so he came to us....
i was very doubtful of the things he said....cuz i didn't see those facts anywhere at all....
so i kept questioning him from the very beginning.....
then he gave us his pen-drive.....n told us to c the things he'd saved inside.....
he saved lots of websites inside.....more than 10....
n he told us to read them.....cuz he didn't remember where he'd seen the facts.....
and i was SO PISSED....
it was the first time i'd ever get so angry that i swear so much...
wat....u expect us to read and analyze everything for u????
u think we don have our parts to do??????
u think that u can juz throw us ur problem n then expect us to solve it for u???????
NO WAY MAN.....
not only that, he even said this to me: "i dunno how to do, juz tell me wat to do n then i'll go home n write it...."
gosh....he sounded like we forced this on him!!
excuse me.....i noe this is a group work, but can't u juz decide on yourself????
don't u have some guts in u to do the work n then take responsibility for it????
WELL, APPARENTLY NOT
let us juz say, after some considerable expression of anger and frustration on both parties...
somehow, miraculously, we got through it......
still, i have to say that dealing with him is very tiring....
he juz wears me out n wastes a hell lot of my time.....
wait, that's not all.....
when he finally finished everything n sent the file to us yesterday......
we found that his referencing was all wrong.....
so we told him.....
n guess wat he said to me......
"i dunno how to do referencing...... i told u already mah...... ask u to teach me but u said 'next time'."
WHAT????
SO NOW U'RE BLAMING ME FOR NOT TEACHING U???
IT'S ALL MY FAULT???
U SHUD HAVE LEARNT IT URSELF!!!!!!!
it's not fair!!!
i had finished my job.....n yet i had to change all his referencing.....
not fair at all!!!!
think about it.....
i had to come home n clean up all his mess; while he can go home n sleep!!!!!
URGHHHHHHH!!!!!! JUZ GO TO HELL!!!!!!
my sister said that with this kind of attitude....this guy will have a hard time doing his degree....
n i'm not ashamed to say that my reaction to that was.....
smirk.....n say: "well, i hope he suffers..."
aih~~
i was thinking i could hand in the assignment n be done with it.....
then can relax for the day......
but then disaster strikes again.......
we went to CTS class at 9.30......
n Ms. Winnie said: "Maximum 4000 words ah....."
GOSH.........WE HAD 6259 WORDS!!!!
n so we had to edit again......
skipped class to do that........
haha......my 1st time in Foundation.......
anyway......we managed to condense our work till 4074 words........
n then finally handed up at 1++ pm........
phew~~
doing this assignment.....
i've certainly learnt a lot....
well, to give a brief explanation...
the deadline for both Critical Thinking Skills (CTS) and Moral reports is today...13th November...
n wat the hell, we only started to write them this week....[they're group works]
so u can imagine how hectic it was trying to come up wif two, not one, minimum-3000-word reports....
the situation wasn't too bad actually...
cuz i've done enough last minute work in the past to know that i can pull it off...
at least it shouldn't be that hard...
but hell and damnation, problems arised....
all for the same reason, the human factor......
so, the scenario....
[note: im talking about the CTS project, n the topic we got is 'Circumcision'......duh]
last week, i came up with an outline for the report, and each of us took one part to focus on n then write about it.....
i honestly expected no problems, cuz everyone was supposed to do their own job n then we would then compile everything, then it's done!
uh huh.....easy to say........
hell, i should have expected problems from this member....
cuz i've worked enough times with him to know how he thinks....
he can think so much yet twist everything in his mind until he gets it all wrong.....
so, this member gathered information on the net n found that there was a lot of contradictory stuff about circumcision....
he didn't know how to organize these facts....
so he came to us....
i was very doubtful of the things he said....cuz i didn't see those facts anywhere at all....
so i kept questioning him from the very beginning.....
then he gave us his pen-drive.....n told us to c the things he'd saved inside.....
he saved lots of websites inside.....more than 10....
n he told us to read them.....cuz he didn't remember where he'd seen the facts.....
and i was SO PISSED....
it was the first time i'd ever get so angry that i swear so much...
wat....u expect us to read and analyze everything for u????
u think we don have our parts to do??????
u think that u can juz throw us ur problem n then expect us to solve it for u???????
NO WAY MAN.....
not only that, he even said this to me: "i dunno how to do, juz tell me wat to do n then i'll go home n write it...."
gosh....he sounded like we forced this on him!!
excuse me.....i noe this is a group work, but can't u juz decide on yourself????
don't u have some guts in u to do the work n then take responsibility for it????
WELL, APPARENTLY NOT
let us juz say, after some considerable expression of anger and frustration on both parties...
somehow, miraculously, we got through it......
still, i have to say that dealing with him is very tiring....
he juz wears me out n wastes a hell lot of my time.....
wait, that's not all.....
when he finally finished everything n sent the file to us yesterday......
we found that his referencing was all wrong.....
so we told him.....
n guess wat he said to me......
"i dunno how to do referencing...... i told u already mah...... ask u to teach me but u said 'next time'."
WHAT????
SO NOW U'RE BLAMING ME FOR NOT TEACHING U???
IT'S ALL MY FAULT???
U SHUD HAVE LEARNT IT URSELF!!!!!!!
it's not fair!!!
i had finished my job.....n yet i had to change all his referencing.....
not fair at all!!!!
think about it.....
i had to come home n clean up all his mess; while he can go home n sleep!!!!!
URGHHHHHHH!!!!!! JUZ GO TO HELL!!!!!!
my sister said that with this kind of attitude....this guy will have a hard time doing his degree....
n i'm not ashamed to say that my reaction to that was.....
smirk.....n say: "well, i hope he suffers..."
xxxxxxxxx
aih~~
i was thinking i could hand in the assignment n be done with it.....
then can relax for the day......
but then disaster strikes again.......
we went to CTS class at 9.30......
n Ms. Winnie said: "Maximum 4000 words ah....."
GOSH.........WE HAD 6259 WORDS!!!!
n so we had to edit again......
skipped class to do that........
haha......my 1st time in Foundation.......
anyway......we managed to condense our work till 4074 words........
n then finally handed up at 1++ pm........
phew~~
doing this assignment.....
i've certainly learnt a lot....
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
PROCRASTINATION is killing me
i procrastinate
and this damn habit is killing me!!!!
there is this english research paper [minimum 2000 words =.=] that we were supposed to submit by 11 p.m. last Sunday via elearning [crappy website..server always down]...
the assignment was given 6 weeks ago...
dammit
n u noe wat???
i oni started to write at 2.35 a.m. on the day of the deadline
wrote n wrote n wrote until 10 sth at nite...
oni pausing in between to have my meals....plus one nap after breakfast
[plus...my uncle invited us to go to Port Klang to eat seafood....tht's like an hour there and an hour back....5.30p.m. go frm my hse....got back arnd 9.00p.m......HAH....can always count on him to drop bombs like tht n gimme extra stress!!]
n finally submitted at 10.35 p.m.
haha.....of course i submitted on time!!
it's juz tht my paper got crappier towards the end lah....
n my conclusion sounded as hypocritical as ever.....
isk...
my point here is......
I NEED TO GET RID OF MY PROCRASTINATION!!!
it's seriously gonna cost me a lot.....
erm...actually i already suffered some consequences n still suffer from them....
such as i could've done better in SPM....
oh....n i must complain about this....
Marc actually started later than me...
n submitted earlier than me....
fine...tht means he can write fast.....
but guess wat he told us this morning....
after he submitted his paper....he read it....
n he thought: "IT'S GOOD!"
OMG!!....can praise himself summore...
*faint*
and this damn habit is killing me!!!!
there is this english research paper [minimum 2000 words =.=] that we were supposed to submit by 11 p.m. last Sunday via elearning [crappy website..server always down]...
the assignment was given 6 weeks ago...
dammit
n u noe wat???
i oni started to write at 2.35 a.m. on the day of the deadline
wrote n wrote n wrote until 10 sth at nite...
oni pausing in between to have my meals....plus one nap after breakfast
[plus...my uncle invited us to go to Port Klang to eat seafood....tht's like an hour there and an hour back....5.30p.m. go frm my hse....got back arnd 9.00p.m......HAH....can always count on him to drop bombs like tht n gimme extra stress!!]
n finally submitted at 10.35 p.m.
haha.....of course i submitted on time!!
it's juz tht my paper got crappier towards the end lah....
n my conclusion sounded as hypocritical as ever.....
isk...
my point here is......
I NEED TO GET RID OF MY PROCRASTINATION!!!
it's seriously gonna cost me a lot.....
erm...actually i already suffered some consequences n still suffer from them....
such as i could've done better in SPM....
oh....n i must complain about this....
Marc actually started later than me...
n submitted earlier than me....
fine...tht means he can write fast.....
but guess wat he told us this morning....
after he submitted his paper....he read it....
n he thought: "IT'S GOOD!"
OMG!!....can praise himself summore...
*faint*
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
officially 18 (part II)
okie....
turns out tht Jon oso fell asleep while smsing....
ah...typical of him....
but it shows tht we are indeed good buddies....can even fall asleep around the same time!
><
anyway...he did wish me a happy belated birthday....
now Bro, on the other hand.....
did indeed FORGOT about it.....
oni remembered it this morning.......=.=
haha....ok i admit....
i called him after he smsed me.....juz to bug him.....
but he promised to make it up to me n buy me lunch.....provided tht he's free......=.=
ceh Bro....i oso got assignments to hand up SOON.....
*stress stress stress*
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oh n musnt forget tht alien....or shud i call him devil?
either suits him anyway....haha
yes Allen, wished me 'Happy Birthday...belated!' this evening when i passed him by at the corridor....
i said 'TOO LATE!'
=p
aiyaya....now i c how ironic it is....
my closest guy friends....Jon, Bro, Ken......all wished me oni after my birthday was over......
i shall do the same thing to them next year!!!
turns out tht Jon oso fell asleep while smsing....
ah...typical of him....
but it shows tht we are indeed good buddies....can even fall asleep around the same time!
><
anyway...he did wish me a happy belated birthday....
now Bro, on the other hand.....
did indeed FORGOT about it.....
oni remembered it this morning.......=.=
haha....ok i admit....
i called him after he smsed me.....juz to bug him.....
but he promised to make it up to me n buy me lunch.....provided tht he's free......=.=
ceh Bro....i oso got assignments to hand up SOON.....
*stress stress stress*
><
oh n musnt forget tht alien....or shud i call him devil?
either suits him anyway....haha
yes Allen, wished me 'Happy Birthday...belated!' this evening when i passed him by at the corridor....
i said 'TOO LATE!'
=p
aiyaya....now i c how ironic it is....
my closest guy friends....Jon, Bro, Ken......all wished me oni after my birthday was over......
i shall do the same thing to them next year!!!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
officially 18
I noe of someone, who thinks of his birthday as juz another day....
well, now i agree wif his perspective
yesterday was my 18th birthday.
i had class from 8 till 6.30....got home around 7.30....
had dinner.....then slept
juz another normal day in college....haha
but i'm glad to say tht though nobody celebrated on my bday....
i celebrated BEFORE it....
thanks to Karen....
i had a 5 hour karaoke fun time wif my college frens last friday.
unfortunately not the whole gang was there...
Mei Yean went to Kuantan; Kelvin was sick; and Adam....
i suspect tht he was afraid he had to spend money so he wouldnt come....
haha
anyway, i wanna thank KAREN, YOKE HUN, MICHEAL, WEN XUAN, TYNG PANG and KOK CHERN....for paying for everything
hahahahahaha
kiddin lah.....THANK YOU FOR CELEBRATING WITH ME
i had a great time....^^
n then on Saturday night....
i had dinner with my family at Daorae...
yup...tht Korean restaurant next to Carrefour at Metro Prima.
had a great time too....cuz i like the food there....
haha....
but most importantly they served us seaweed soup....
a must when somebody's having her/his birthday.....
haha....yup....tht's Korean culture....
and i wanna thank everybody who wished me Happy Birthday....
Kelvin [the 1st one....but unfortunately AN HOUR B4 MY BIRTHDAY]
Chya Chyi [at 12 midnight...haha....love u]
Yoke Hun
almost forgot...my ONNI
Marc
Ee Lin
Karen
Shin Yue
Adam [wished me about 5/6 times ><]
Wen Xuan
Kher Ye
Tyng Pang
Kok Chern
Micheal
Keng Fai
Cai Yi
Ee Ling
Mei Yean
Xuan
Mel
aunt Sau Ping
Ken Vern [unfortunately he oni smsed me arnd 2am today....AFTER my bday ><]
n then ppl who wished me on Facebook...juz saw it anyway....
Patricia & Kai Jian......erm.....dunno how they noe my bday....
do forgive me if i forgot to include anybodyd else's name....but thank you....
yes...im trying to prove sth here....
Jon didn't wish me....but he did sms me....
'sis....how u?'....n i answered....'wat me how? ok la'....then he answered 'ok oni meh? haha...'
sry lah brother....i slept dy.....so nvr reply....
i noe u planned to wish me lah.......so thx......love u anyway
n then there is my Bro....
didnt wish me at all.....
which proves tht he DOES dare to forget my birthday...
maybe he did it on purpose.....
=.= ...... in tht case......i don love u.....
haha...kidding kidding
anyway....happy birthday to me.....
=P
well, now i agree wif his perspective
yesterday was my 18th birthday.
i had class from 8 till 6.30....got home around 7.30....
had dinner.....then slept
juz another normal day in college....haha
but i'm glad to say tht though nobody celebrated on my bday....
i celebrated BEFORE it....
thanks to Karen....
i had a 5 hour karaoke fun time wif my college frens last friday.
unfortunately not the whole gang was there...
Mei Yean went to Kuantan; Kelvin was sick; and Adam....
i suspect tht he was afraid he had to spend money so he wouldnt come....
haha
anyway, i wanna thank KAREN, YOKE HUN, MICHEAL, WEN XUAN, TYNG PANG and KOK CHERN....for paying for everything
hahahahahaha
kiddin lah.....THANK YOU FOR CELEBRATING WITH ME
i had a great time....^^
n then on Saturday night....
i had dinner with my family at Daorae...
yup...tht Korean restaurant next to Carrefour at Metro Prima.
had a great time too....cuz i like the food there....
haha....
but most importantly they served us seaweed soup....
a must when somebody's having her/his birthday.....
haha....yup....tht's Korean culture....
and i wanna thank everybody who wished me Happy Birthday....
Kelvin [the 1st one....but unfortunately AN HOUR B4 MY BIRTHDAY]
Chya Chyi [at 12 midnight...haha....love u]
Yoke Hun
almost forgot...my ONNI
Marc
Ee Lin
Karen
Shin Yue
Adam [wished me about 5/6 times ><]
Wen Xuan
Kher Ye
Tyng Pang
Kok Chern
Micheal
Keng Fai
Cai Yi
Ee Ling
Mei Yean
Xuan
Mel
aunt Sau Ping
Ken Vern [unfortunately he oni smsed me arnd 2am today....AFTER my bday ><]
n then ppl who wished me on Facebook...juz saw it anyway....
Patricia & Kai Jian......erm.....dunno how they noe my bday....
do forgive me if i forgot to include anybodyd else's name....but thank you....
yes...im trying to prove sth here....
Jon didn't wish me....but he did sms me....
'sis....how u?'....n i answered....'wat me how? ok la'....then he answered 'ok oni meh? haha...'
sry lah brother....i slept dy.....so nvr reply....
i noe u planned to wish me lah.......so thx......love u anyway
n then there is my Bro....
didnt wish me at all.....
which proves tht he DOES dare to forget my birthday...
maybe he did it on purpose.....
=.= ...... in tht case......i don love u.....
haha...kidding kidding
anyway....happy birthday to me.....
=P
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Void(?) 0.o
eish.......there's a void in my life
it juz feels empty
maybe bcoz my birthday is nearing....
a day when i shud celebrate or do sth fun wif my buddies...
damn... i truly miss u guys a lot.....
but it seems tht we are all so far apart
maybe bcoz the deadline for the submission of my english research paper is nex week
i havent even started anything
n then there's another one for critical thinking skills....
damn...i don think we could find any books about 'Circumcision'
how are we supposed to get reference?
n then there's another one for moral....
no idea wat we're gonna do either
these assignments are giving me so much stress tht im ignoring them
BAD SIGN
damn...tht's wat i did wif my Add Maths....
see how i ended up suffering......................
maybe i juz need a boyfriend to shower me wif love
somebody find me a boyfriend plz?
haha....now tht's real CRAP
maybe i need a religion
should i juz become a Buddhist? or a Christian?
way of life? or believe in God?
at least having a religion would give me a sense of direction i guess
maybe i juz need some motivation...
=.=
it juz feels empty
maybe bcoz my birthday is nearing....
a day when i shud celebrate or do sth fun wif my buddies...
damn... i truly miss u guys a lot.....
but it seems tht we are all so far apart
maybe bcoz the deadline for the submission of my english research paper is nex week
i havent even started anything
n then there's another one for critical thinking skills....
damn...i don think we could find any books about 'Circumcision'
how are we supposed to get reference?
n then there's another one for moral....
no idea wat we're gonna do either
these assignments are giving me so much stress tht im ignoring them
BAD SIGN
damn...tht's wat i did wif my Add Maths....
see how i ended up suffering......................
maybe i juz need a boyfriend to shower me wif love
somebody find me a boyfriend plz?
haha....now tht's real CRAP
maybe i need a religion
should i juz become a Buddhist? or a Christian?
way of life? or believe in God?
at least having a religion would give me a sense of direction i guess
maybe i juz need some motivation...
=.=
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have been listening to TVXQ's latest album MIROTIC for more than a few days...
non-stop
well, it's either they're too good or i love them too much
i don care...it's a good album anyway
my favourite song is CRAZY LOVE
there's another very addictive song tht i've come to like...
from Epik High
these guys nvr fail to impress me....
haha
it's called '1 Bun 1 Cho'
which reminds me....there is another song tht came after 'One'...i embedded the video in one of my previous post.....
this song is 'Oosan' [umbrella].....
great songs =D
non-stop
well, it's either they're too good or i love them too much
i don care...it's a good album anyway
my favourite song is CRAZY LOVE
there's another very addictive song tht i've come to like...
from Epik High
these guys nvr fail to impress me....
haha
it's called '1 Bun 1 Cho'
which reminds me....there is another song tht came after 'One'...i embedded the video in one of my previous post.....
this song is 'Oosan' [umbrella].....
great songs =D
Friday, October 17, 2008
친구
Remember when we were in Standard 6, each of us would have this cute little book for everyone to write down their names n stuff [details of ourselves], so that we'll all remember each other?
but i don't have one of those though....
everybody had their own 'standards & requirements'
for instance, some would like u to describe them, some would like u to give them an advice....
all kinds of stuff
i remember a few times when i was required to 'rate' my friends.....
BEST BEST FRIEND, BEST FRIEND, GOOD GOOD FRIEND, GOOD FRIEND, FRIEND, NOT SO FRIEND.......
well, it sounded ridiculous....but i did it anyway
and to tell the truth, i really rated my friends in my head.....
to even have thought of it shows how shallow-minded i was...
haha
but if i were to rate my friends now......i wouldn't be able to do it
well how am i gonna rate these people?
who's gonna be my BEST BEST BEST FRIEND?
would it be....
Jon, the most sensible yet sentimental friend ever?
Xuan, the oldest friend ever?
Mel, the brightest friend ever?
or Bro, who dares to forget my birthday??
but of course, there are friends that i have yet to mention.......
but i don't have one of those though....
everybody had their own 'standards & requirements'
for instance, some would like u to describe them, some would like u to give them an advice....
all kinds of stuff
i remember a few times when i was required to 'rate' my friends.....
BEST BEST FRIEND, BEST FRIEND, GOOD GOOD FRIEND, GOOD FRIEND, FRIEND, NOT SO FRIEND.......
well, it sounded ridiculous....but i did it anyway
and to tell the truth, i really rated my friends in my head.....
to even have thought of it shows how shallow-minded i was...
haha
but if i were to rate my friends now......i wouldn't be able to do it
well how am i gonna rate these people?
who's gonna be my BEST BEST BEST FRIEND?
would it be....
Jon, the most sensible yet sentimental friend ever?
Xuan, the oldest friend ever?
Mel, the brightest friend ever?
or Bro, who dares to forget my birthday??
but of course, there are friends that i have yet to mention.......
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haiz.......i dunno whether i'm making any sense here...
i juz wanna say that all my friends mean very much to me......
especially those who grew with me.....
and those who love me as i am.....
i love u back!
haha
actually the purpose of this post is to tell u guys tht i miss u a lot!!!
i juz wanna say that all my friends mean very much to me......
especially those who grew with me.....
and those who love me as i am.....
i love u back!
haha
actually the purpose of this post is to tell u guys tht i miss u a lot!!!
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Do you like cheese?
i have a friend, whose name is.....
i don think he likes to be mentioned, so i'm not gonna reveal his name...
haha
i think it was last week, when i chat wif him through MSN
he asked me, out of the blue, "Do u like cheese?"
so i answered: "erm....depends on the taste of the cheese lah"
n i asked: "Y?"
then he said: "Secret Recipe?"
uh huh......
that was rather obvious
but then i said....
"oh....tht one nice....."
"i oso like chocolate indulgence"
"dunno much bout their cakes....but i like these 2"
haha....now i find that i myself was rather obvious too
hahahaha
well, my fren...
juz to let u noe....
12th of October is my brother's birthday...
n my parents bought him a 2kg Chocolate Indulgence....
i juz ate one piece 2 hours ago....
we still have more than half of it in our fridge....
but i oso wanna let u noe....
actually the cheese tht i like is New York Cheese Cake
my sis said Oreo Cheese Cake is nice oso
so u noe wat to do lah har...... =P
hahahahahahahahahahaha
alamak....muka tembok ><
i don think he likes to be mentioned, so i'm not gonna reveal his name...
haha
i think it was last week, when i chat wif him through MSN
he asked me, out of the blue, "Do u like cheese?"
so i answered: "erm....depends on the taste of the cheese lah"
n i asked: "Y?"
then he said: "Secret Recipe?"
uh huh......
that was rather obvious
but then i said....
"oh....tht one nice....."
"i oso like chocolate indulgence"
"dunno much bout their cakes....but i like these 2"
haha....now i find that i myself was rather obvious too
hahahaha
well, my fren...
juz to let u noe....
12th of October is my brother's birthday...
n my parents bought him a 2kg Chocolate Indulgence....
i juz ate one piece 2 hours ago....
we still have more than half of it in our fridge....
but i oso wanna let u noe....
actually the cheese tht i like is New York Cheese Cake
my sis said Oreo Cheese Cake is nice oso
so u noe wat to do lah har...... =P
hahahahahahahahahahaha
alamak....muka tembok ><
Friday, September 26, 2008
Micro Quiz
i had Microeconomics quiz today at 12 noon
i actually didnt study much.
yesterday, i read the 1st chapter, started the 2nd...n then went to sleep
then this morning i continued reading...
i knew tht i wouldnt be able to finish reading everything, so i decided not to read lah.....haha
juz went over some things tht i noe i dunno...went through the tutorial questions...
n then went in to take the quiz
we had to go into the computer labs for the test, cuz it had to be done with computers =.=
[i much prefer paper though.....]
the quiz consists of 30 multiple choice questions, n we were given 65 minutes.
for the first few questions, i really took my time...
[well i always need some time to get into the mode of having tests...]
but then i noticed tht Karen, who was beside me, was a lot faster than i was.
then i started to get anxious.
i kept checking my time, n i was trying to finish the questions a little faster
then i was reminded by wat Mr Alex said: '......go at ur own pace....'
so i decided to take my time....
n in the end, it paid off
i used up all my 65 minutes.
actually, i was still thinking about question no. 29 when the 'Your time is up.' window popped up.
but of course, i finished all the questions.
well, the good thing about this test is we get to see our marks rite after we end the test.
so then my marks appeared.
28/30 (93%)
gosh!! wat a shocker!!
Karen n Tyng Pang [who was beside her] were shocked as well...
by the way they did well too ...both got 24/30
so we had this BIG reaction...
tht guy beside Tyng Pang was like....wat? wat? wat juz happened?
even Allen, who was behind us, looked up to see wat was up...
im sure he saw my marks...cuz he gave me thumbs up as i was walking out
haha
but the most unexpected thing about the quiz was my lecturer's expression when he saw my marks...
when we were finished, we had to raise our hands to tell Mr. Alex tht we're done.
when he came to see my marks...
he said:"Whoa!"
so does tht mean i did good??????
i actually didnt study much.
yesterday, i read the 1st chapter, started the 2nd...n then went to sleep
then this morning i continued reading...
i knew tht i wouldnt be able to finish reading everything, so i decided not to read lah.....haha
juz went over some things tht i noe i dunno...went through the tutorial questions...
n then went in to take the quiz
we had to go into the computer labs for the test, cuz it had to be done with computers =.=
[i much prefer paper though.....]
the quiz consists of 30 multiple choice questions, n we were given 65 minutes.
for the first few questions, i really took my time...
[well i always need some time to get into the mode of having tests...]
but then i noticed tht Karen, who was beside me, was a lot faster than i was.
then i started to get anxious.
i kept checking my time, n i was trying to finish the questions a little faster
then i was reminded by wat Mr Alex said: '......go at ur own pace....'
so i decided to take my time....
n in the end, it paid off
i used up all my 65 minutes.
actually, i was still thinking about question no. 29 when the 'Your time is up.' window popped up.
but of course, i finished all the questions.
well, the good thing about this test is we get to see our marks rite after we end the test.
so then my marks appeared.
28/30 (93%)
gosh!! wat a shocker!!
Karen n Tyng Pang [who was beside her] were shocked as well...
by the way they did well too ...both got 24/30
so we had this BIG reaction...
tht guy beside Tyng Pang was like....wat? wat? wat juz happened?
even Allen, who was behind us, looked up to see wat was up...
im sure he saw my marks...cuz he gave me thumbs up as i was walking out
haha
but the most unexpected thing about the quiz was my lecturer's expression when he saw my marks...
when we were finished, we had to raise our hands to tell Mr. Alex tht we're done.
when he came to see my marks...
he said:"Whoa!"
so does tht mean i did good??????
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
사랑은 뭐다?
now here's a good question for the masses
haha...i derived it from the lyrics of TVXQ's latest song MIROTIC
ppl who r interested in TVXQ...u really should go watch the mv on Youtube...
though i doubt tht any fans of TVXQ who have internet access have yet to watch it
=D
rite...i noe u ppl dunno korean, well neither do i...
but the question reads: 'What is LOVE?'
no offense to ppl in love...
im sure u and ur other half r together bcoz u love each other....[damn i sound sarcastic]
but do u love somebody tht easily????
say u get to noe someone online...
u've never even met this person..
u treat this person as a fren...
n then someday this person suddenly come n tell u tht he/she loves u....
sry man...i don buy tht....
너 내가 사랑해? 뭐야......
i don think love is tht easy...
or isit???
again...tht brings me back to my question...
What is love???
anybody care to enlighten me??
haha...i derived it from the lyrics of TVXQ's latest song MIROTIC
ppl who r interested in TVXQ...u really should go watch the mv on Youtube...
though i doubt tht any fans of TVXQ who have internet access have yet to watch it
=D
rite...i noe u ppl dunno korean, well neither do i...
but the question reads: 'What is LOVE?'
no offense to ppl in love...
im sure u and ur other half r together bcoz u love each other....[damn i sound sarcastic]
but do u love somebody tht easily????
say u get to noe someone online...
u've never even met this person..
u treat this person as a fren...
n then someday this person suddenly come n tell u tht he/she loves u....
sry man...i don buy tht....
너 내가 사랑해? 뭐야......
i don think love is tht easy...
or isit???
again...tht brings me back to my question...
What is love???
anybody care to enlighten me??
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
DAMN they make me EAT my words
haha...i've been meaning to write this for days....
since the day after my previous post i think
apparently, i have to take back my comments/initial opinion about BIG BANG & SHINee
as i have said, i didnt really like their new songs....
which are Haru Haru [Day by Day] & SanSo GaTeun Neo [You're Like Oxygen] respectively....
UNTIL I SAW THEM SING LIVE!!!!
i m now practically addicted to Haru Haru...
love TOP & G Dragon's rap....damn cool
both Tae Yang & Seung Ri have improved on their vocals...i think
n Dae Sung.......
erm.....he's same old Dae Sung i guess
haha
on the whole....they have improved on live performances....which is a great thing
they don have really really good live performance.....so i had a hard time choosing the best one.....
anyway i chose this one coz u can see Hong Ki of FT Island before Big Bang appeared hahahaha
n one more thing....i find the mv kinda funny.....especially the scenes where Dae Sung, Seung Ri & Tae Yang stood at the door watching their friends...
rite this is the mv...
and i have to say tht SHINee is pretty good......
perhaps it is even an understatement to say tht they are 'pretty good'
Jong Hyun the lead singer [ahem, who is my age] has such a powerful, pitch-perfect voice....
n the 15-year-old Tae Min is damn impressive with his dancing talent....
their live performances have been consistently good...
n this new song has an interesting choreography....
it's pretty cool how they dance with those chairs.....
the first 2 minutes is another song 'The SHINee World'...then they got one short clip showing members n names...btw they spelt Jong Hyun wrongly =.=...then it's Sanso Gateun Neo...=P
hehe....i've decided i should put those videos here......
erm.....how do u give ppl credit for their videos?
since the day after my previous post i think
apparently, i have to take back my comments/initial opinion about BIG BANG & SHINee
as i have said, i didnt really like their new songs....
which are Haru Haru [Day by Day] & SanSo GaTeun Neo [You're Like Oxygen] respectively....
UNTIL I SAW THEM SING LIVE!!!!
i m now practically addicted to Haru Haru...
love TOP & G Dragon's rap....damn cool
both Tae Yang & Seung Ri have improved on their vocals...i think
n Dae Sung.......
erm.....he's same old Dae Sung i guess
haha
on the whole....they have improved on live performances....which is a great thing
they don have really really good live performance.....so i had a hard time choosing the best one.....
anyway i chose this one coz u can see Hong Ki of FT Island before Big Bang appeared hahahaha
n one more thing....i find the mv kinda funny.....especially the scenes where Dae Sung, Seung Ri & Tae Yang stood at the door watching their friends...
rite this is the mv...
and i have to say tht SHINee is pretty good......
perhaps it is even an understatement to say tht they are 'pretty good'
Jong Hyun the lead singer [ahem, who is my age] has such a powerful, pitch-perfect voice....
n the 15-year-old Tae Min is damn impressive with his dancing talent....
their live performances have been consistently good...
n this new song has an interesting choreography....
it's pretty cool how they dance with those chairs.....
the first 2 minutes is another song 'The SHINee World'...then they got one short clip showing members n names...btw they spelt Jong Hyun wrongly =.=...then it's Sanso Gateun Neo...=P
hehe....i've decided i should put those videos here......
erm.....how do u give ppl credit for their videos?
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Kpop
wuahaha....nth gud to write so babble about Kpop...
but first...
1st sem RESULTS :
i achieved my target!! tht's why im pleased with myself...
but then now the problem comes....can i keep it up???
talk about Kpop....a lot of comebacks recently....
1st there's Big Bang
haha...found out tht Xuan's fren is a Big Bang fan n she listened to 'Haru Haru' every day...
Big Bang is great.....but im not crazy bout this new release 'Haru Haru'
i think it lacks sth....don ask me wat cuz i dunno haha.....juz not gud enuf i guess
well the song is obviously very Big Bang....but apparently G-Dragon hasnt outdone himself...
i assume he is the composer....since their hit songs which i like very much 'GeoJitMal [Lies]' & 'MaJiMak InSa [Last Farewell]' are his work......
and there are a lot of similarities in the style......
haha
and then there's SHINee....
pronounced 'shiny'...
well they are this yet another shot-to-fame-on-their-debut boy group of SM entertainment
yes the same company of DBSK & SUJU
they debuted in May [i think] this year with their very popular song in the form of mini-album 'Noonan Nomu Yepeo [Noona You're So Pretty]'.......which i also like =.=.........
'Noona' is how u greet sisters/girls older than u if u r a guy.....
n guess wat.....their youngest member is oni 15 [omg tht's my brother's age!!!!]
well so u can c.....HOW APPROPRIATE......the song title to capture girl fans' hearts......haha
and then recently they released their 1st album and the song called....'Love Like Oxygen'.....cant recall the korean name....
erm......this time they look cooler.....
but sry to say......the song not so cool wor.........
and then.....
there's F.T. Island!!!
their 2nd album was released a few days ago i think.....
and last night i checked out the whole album......
it's good
i think i like more than half of the songs....
man they're good! especially like HongKi's voice.....
and they're still looking good in 'SarangHooAe [After Love]' mv.....
err.....except for leader JongHoon's hairstyle.....
haha
and then DONG BANG SHIN KI's new album is expected to be released this month!!!
i think
너무 기다릴게
is tht how u say it???
anyway....cant wait!!!
but first...
1st sem RESULTS :
- Intermediate English Distinction
- Computing Principles Distinction
- Finite Mathematics High Distinction
- Study Skills High Distinction
i achieved my target!! tht's why im pleased with myself...
but then now the problem comes....can i keep it up???
talk about Kpop....a lot of comebacks recently....
1st there's Big Bang
haha...found out tht Xuan's fren is a Big Bang fan n she listened to 'Haru Haru' every day...
Big Bang is great.....but im not crazy bout this new release 'Haru Haru'
i think it lacks sth....don ask me wat cuz i dunno haha.....juz not gud enuf i guess
well the song is obviously very Big Bang....but apparently G-Dragon hasnt outdone himself...
i assume he is the composer....since their hit songs which i like very much 'GeoJitMal [Lies]' & 'MaJiMak InSa [Last Farewell]' are his work......
and there are a lot of similarities in the style......
haha
and then there's SHINee....
pronounced 'shiny'...
well they are this yet another shot-to-fame-on-their-debut boy group of SM entertainment
yes the same company of DBSK & SUJU
they debuted in May [i think] this year with their very popular song in the form of mini-album 'Noonan Nomu Yepeo [Noona You're So Pretty]'.......which i also like =.=.........
'Noona' is how u greet sisters/girls older than u if u r a guy.....
n guess wat.....their youngest member is oni 15 [omg tht's my brother's age!!!!]
well so u can c.....HOW APPROPRIATE......the song title to capture girl fans' hearts......haha
and then recently they released their 1st album and the song called....'Love Like Oxygen'.....cant recall the korean name....
erm......this time they look cooler.....
but sry to say......the song not so cool wor.........
and then.....
there's F.T. Island!!!
their 2nd album was released a few days ago i think.....
and last night i checked out the whole album......
it's good
i think i like more than half of the songs....
man they're good! especially like HongKi's voice.....
and they're still looking good in 'SarangHooAe [After Love]' mv.....
err.....except for leader JongHoon's hairstyle.....
haha
and then DONG BANG SHIN KI's new album is expected to be released this month!!!
i think
너무 기다릴게
is tht how u say it???
anyway....cant wait!!!
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Excuse me...Do u Mind???
blehhhhhhhh
suddenly feel so bad for criticizing ppl behind their backs....
especially since I....who is always eager to share information i know and express my opinion......
[but no worries.....i don say wat im not supposed to....]
it makes me feel as low as those bitch tht embrace backstabbing as their career or even pleasure....god knows wat they gain from this backstabbing
*sigh*
i've always known tht there are these 'batu api' tht exist around us....
well there is bound to be......
but 'unfortunately' GOD has never let me experience the cruelty of these ppl to prepare me against another of their kind
though HE has gifted me with the good sense of avoiding conflicts with these ppl...
well maybe this good sense comes from getting bullied in kindergarden......and......my first n 2nd year in primary school......
not until recently did i have some stronger opinion about these kind of ppl....
it's not like the problem wasnt there all along.....
it's tht i juz realised tht other than a few ppl close to me....i m not the only one who feels the insincerity of ppl of those kind....
wat i feel is...
why do these ppl hav to make ppl around them uncomfortable?
and to an extent despise them?
i mean...arent they tired of it?
why cant they juz be themselves?
frankly, i expect ppl to be true to themselves...
why pretend to like me when they actually dont?
and the most important part is i don really care wat they do......
but these ppl make me feel insincere too when i interact with them....
*scowling*
well bcoz i know they are not sincere but i have no choice but to reply with the same degree of insincerity......
suddenly feel so bad for criticizing ppl behind their backs....
especially since I....who is always eager to share information i know and express my opinion......
[but no worries.....i don say wat im not supposed to....]
it makes me feel as low as those bitch tht embrace backstabbing as their career or even pleasure....god knows wat they gain from this backstabbing
*sigh*
i've always known tht there are these 'batu api' tht exist around us....
well there is bound to be......
but 'unfortunately' GOD has never let me experience the cruelty of these ppl to prepare me against another of their kind
though HE has gifted me with the good sense of avoiding conflicts with these ppl...
well maybe this good sense comes from getting bullied in kindergarden......and......my first n 2nd year in primary school......
not until recently did i have some stronger opinion about these kind of ppl....
it's not like the problem wasnt there all along.....
it's tht i juz realised tht other than a few ppl close to me....i m not the only one who feels the insincerity of ppl of those kind....
wat i feel is...
why do these ppl hav to make ppl around them uncomfortable?
and to an extent despise them?
i mean...arent they tired of it?
why cant they juz be themselves?
frankly, i expect ppl to be true to themselves...
why pretend to like me when they actually dont?
and the most important part is i don really care wat they do......
but these ppl make me feel insincere too when i interact with them....
*scowling*
well bcoz i know they are not sincere but i have no choice but to reply with the same degree of insincerity......
Sunday, August 10, 2008
it's holiday...i'm living like a zombie
half of my 1-month holiday is gone...
well it's typical of me not to use the time of my holidays wisely...as is the habit of a lazy bum...
haha
rite..i'll be frank..
i spend my days reading novels [yea..those 400-page-romance-novels of english lords n damsels in distress]..watching tv..n pretty much SLEEP
i finished 4 books in one week...
rite..not very impressive speed but crazy enuf for me..cuz sometimes i read until dawn n then go to sleep when i think my parents are up..
so i wake at noon or sometimes later than tht...
yes...tht's the time i wake up every day...
though sometimes it's not bcoz of reading...it could b tv...
speaking of tv my sis went n borrow {All About Eve} from my aunt n we watched the whole thing in 2 days...
20 cds..
but of course...half of the time we watch it in fast forward...cuz those are hated scenes...
ah..it's an old Korean drama from the year 2000...main actor is the famous Jang Dong Geon aka 张东健
and i still love it...it's a gud drama...haha
n tell u wat..
all those love from the novels n drama has had an effect on me ><
cuz i wonder when i'll experience it myself...
hahahahaha...
it'd be nice to finally know wat all those love songs are singing about, wouldnt it?
xxx
spent 2 nights in Genting wif classmates the week after exams..
lazy so never blogged about it...
it was a fun trip...
nth out of the ordinary except tht guys n gals share rooms...
n we played games till 4 a.m.
on the 2nd night i got to b the mafia for a record-breaking 10 times in the mafia game [wat luck!]
n i got to play snooker for the first time..
i believe tht if i hav practice i'd be a gud shot..
hehe no kidding
it was a week b4 MTV Asia Awards [held at Genting] n i saw posters everywhere n then i immediately thought of Super Junior...they won the Korean Favourite Artist award by the way...
n i so damn wished i was there a week later to catch a glimpse of them...haha
i heard they were passing out free tickets b4 the show started T_T
man..i'd die [ahem..figuratively speaking] to go c them perform live!! for free summore!!
Only 13! Fighting!
well it's typical of me not to use the time of my holidays wisely...as is the habit of a lazy bum...
haha
rite..i'll be frank..
i spend my days reading novels [yea..those 400-page-romance-novels of english lords n damsels in distress]..watching tv..n pretty much SLEEP
i finished 4 books in one week...
rite..not very impressive speed but crazy enuf for me..cuz sometimes i read until dawn n then go to sleep when i think my parents are up..
so i wake at noon or sometimes later than tht...
yes...tht's the time i wake up every day...
though sometimes it's not bcoz of reading...it could b tv...
speaking of tv my sis went n borrow {All About Eve} from my aunt n we watched the whole thing in 2 days...
20 cds..
but of course...half of the time we watch it in fast forward...cuz those are hated scenes...
ah..it's an old Korean drama from the year 2000...main actor is the famous Jang Dong Geon aka 张东健
and i still love it...it's a gud drama...haha
n tell u wat..
all those love from the novels n drama has had an effect on me ><
cuz i wonder when i'll experience it myself...
hahahahaha...
it'd be nice to finally know wat all those love songs are singing about, wouldnt it?
xxx
spent 2 nights in Genting wif classmates the week after exams..
lazy so never blogged about it...
it was a fun trip...
nth out of the ordinary except tht guys n gals share rooms...
n we played games till 4 a.m.
on the 2nd night i got to b the mafia for a record-breaking 10 times in the mafia game [wat luck!]
n i got to play snooker for the first time..
i believe tht if i hav practice i'd be a gud shot..
hehe no kidding
it was a week b4 MTV Asia Awards [held at Genting] n i saw posters everywhere n then i immediately thought of Super Junior...they won the Korean Favourite Artist award by the way...
n i so damn wished i was there a week later to catch a glimpse of them...haha
i heard they were passing out free tickets b4 the show started T_T
man..i'd die [ahem..figuratively speaking] to go c them perform live!! for free summore!!
Only 13! Fighting!
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Distinction...High Distinction...
WARNING: today's post no substance....
yay! juz finished exams...
sent sms to a few frens tell them call me anytime go ‘饮茶’...
mana tau Bro reply me 'wat de hell...'
SIAO...say my phone too much credit....
yala yala...i got too much credit....=.=
ah...i hope i get high distinction for finite maths & study skills...
but then SUSAH lah....if maths wanna get HD then i shud get full marks 40 for this exam...
study skills not easy oso...gotta have at least 32 marks...
anyway...exams over...y fret?
haha....but i got confidence...can score!!
*cross my fingers*
aiya...hope english n computing principles can get distinction oso...
oso not easy....english muz get more than 30, computing muz get more than 32
die lah....silap-silap hari bulan will get credit leh.....
haha...but one of my ex-classmates once told me...
'aim for the best, prepare for the worst.....'
tht means gotta hope can get high marks, but gotta b prepared to get low marks
wise words...hehe
anyway....i did my best
cut my hair a few hours ago....
took a picture of myself before tht....haha...cuz it's unlikely tht i'll b having such long hair again...well at least not in the near future...
i don hav pretty hair...summore no money do stuff like hair treatment or rebonding or whatever they do to their hair to make it look shiny n straight...haha
so it's not really nice having it too long....
by the way...anybody knows how i can watch drama online?
Japanese drama...with subs...
cuz i think the 求婚大作战 currently showing on Sundays 3pm on 8tv is pretty interesting...
but it only shows one episode per week!!!
wat a torture...
ah...the main character is played by a member of NEWS...dunno his name...
anyway...not important
안녕
yay! juz finished exams...
sent sms to a few frens tell them call me anytime go ‘饮茶’...
mana tau Bro reply me 'wat de hell...'
SIAO...say my phone too much credit....
yala yala...i got too much credit....=.=
ah...i hope i get high distinction for finite maths & study skills...
but then SUSAH lah....if maths wanna get HD then i shud get full marks 40 for this exam...
study skills not easy oso...gotta have at least 32 marks...
anyway...exams over...y fret?
haha....but i got confidence...can score!!
*cross my fingers*
aiya...hope english n computing principles can get distinction oso...
oso not easy....english muz get more than 30, computing muz get more than 32
die lah....silap-silap hari bulan will get credit leh.....
haha...but one of my ex-classmates once told me...
'aim for the best, prepare for the worst.....'
tht means gotta hope can get high marks, but gotta b prepared to get low marks
wise words...hehe
anyway....i did my best
cut my hair a few hours ago....
took a picture of myself before tht....haha...cuz it's unlikely tht i'll b having such long hair again...well at least not in the near future...
i don hav pretty hair...summore no money do stuff like hair treatment or rebonding or whatever they do to their hair to make it look shiny n straight...haha
so it's not really nice having it too long....
by the way...anybody knows how i can watch drama online?
Japanese drama...with subs...
cuz i think the 求婚大作战 currently showing on Sundays 3pm on 8tv is pretty interesting...
but it only shows one episode per week!!!
wat a torture...
ah...the main character is played by a member of NEWS...dunno his name...
anyway...not important
안녕
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
stalker
初中一的时候，我坐在班上的最后一排。没有半年，发觉有位同学，每隔几分钟，就会转过头来瞄我一眼。我想我不用多说，你也猜到是怎么回事了。当时我假装不知道，以为这样就可以逃过一劫。可是，还是逃不掉。他竟然在同学面前承认，他喜欢我。
从此之后， all hell broke loose.
我本来可以不把他当回事，照常生活。可是无论我去到学校的哪一个角落，他都会在附近，留意着我的一举一动。甚至我走路回家，他都会跟着。每天放学后，我都会一支箭飞回家。 但他总是跟上我的脚步。所以，足足两年的时间，我每天放学，就有一种在跟他赛跑的感觉。因此我之所以走路这么快，还得谢谢他。。。
你说，他是不是一个名副其实的stalker?
庆幸的是，初中一后，我跟他不再同班。然而，上课之前学校集会，我总是感觉得到，他在隔壁班的队伍，盯着我看。而且，我若排在后面，他原本排在前面，也会想办法和别人换位，以便他看得到我。总之，他的班如果在我右边，我打死都不会往那方向看，以免看到他那惹人厌的样子。其实，这还不是最令我反胃的原因。这位同学，是个无可救药的缩头乌龟！有胆跟踪人，没胆面对人。每当我注意到他的存在，他整个人就真的会缩起来，然后马上消失在我面前。没出息。
更有一次，他趁运动会，带了相机去学校。我本来真的不知道的，但我留意到，他的相机其实是朝着我的方向在拍。或许，我自己“多心”。可是，运动会结束后，我在一间教室外面等朋友，发现他在隔壁教室的门后，偷拍我！可惜，我没证据证明。
其实，我那时已经不在乎，也放下了他对我造成的精神上的困扰。我只是生气，他那所谓的“爱”。事实上，我跟他，从来都没有讲过话。他，除了是一个陌生的同校同学之外，什么都不是。我甚至可以说，我是完全不认识他的。所以，他根本就不清楚我的为人，怎么称得上“喜欢”我？难道他认为，他这样每天观察我，就会知道我是一个怎样的人吗？真是异想天开！我想，他想象中的那个我，根本就不存在。那只不过是他自己制造的假象罢了。
没有人了解，我有许多的不忿！
我就被他这份不切实际的“爱”，缠了那么久！
后来，有人告诉我，他喜欢上另一个人。 可是我仍然感觉得到，他有在观察我。这可能真的是我自己想太多，可是直觉告诉我，我没有错。
毕业时，最开心的事，就是从此以后，再也不用见到他。我知道，我没有必要讨厌这个人，可是我真的希望，我永远都不会再遇到他。
从此之后， all hell broke loose.
我本来可以不把他当回事，照常生活。可是无论我去到学校的哪一个角落，他都会在附近，留意着我的一举一动。甚至我走路回家，他都会跟着。每天放学后，我都会一支箭飞回家。 但他总是跟上我的脚步。所以，足足两年的时间，我每天放学，就有一种在跟他赛跑的感觉。因此我之所以走路这么快，还得谢谢他。。。
你说，他是不是一个名副其实的stalker?
庆幸的是，初中一后，我跟他不再同班。然而，上课之前学校集会，我总是感觉得到，他在隔壁班的队伍，盯着我看。而且，我若排在后面，他原本排在前面，也会想办法和别人换位，以便他看得到我。总之，他的班如果在我右边，我打死都不会往那方向看，以免看到他那惹人厌的样子。其实，这还不是最令我反胃的原因。这位同学，是个无可救药的缩头乌龟！有胆跟踪人，没胆面对人。每当我注意到他的存在，他整个人就真的会缩起来，然后马上消失在我面前。没出息。
更有一次，他趁运动会，带了相机去学校。我本来真的不知道的，但我留意到，他的相机其实是朝着我的方向在拍。或许，我自己“多心”。可是，运动会结束后，我在一间教室外面等朋友，发现他在隔壁教室的门后，偷拍我！可惜，我没证据证明。
其实，我那时已经不在乎，也放下了他对我造成的精神上的困扰。我只是生气，他那所谓的“爱”。事实上，我跟他，从来都没有讲过话。他，除了是一个陌生的同校同学之外，什么都不是。我甚至可以说，我是完全不认识他的。所以，他根本就不清楚我的为人，怎么称得上“喜欢”我？难道他认为，他这样每天观察我，就会知道我是一个怎样的人吗？真是异想天开！我想，他想象中的那个我，根本就不存在。那只不过是他自己制造的假象罢了。
没有人了解，我有许多的不忿！
我就被他这份不切实际的“爱”，缠了那么久！
后来，有人告诉我，他喜欢上另一个人。 可是我仍然感觉得到，他有在观察我。这可能真的是我自己想太多，可是直觉告诉我，我没有错。
毕业时，最开心的事，就是从此以后，再也不用见到他。我知道，我没有必要讨厌这个人，可是我真的希望，我永远都不会再遇到他。
Monday, June 23, 2008
"Same Channel"
Jon is the fren who understands me the most
of course i, in turn, am the fren who understands him the most..
i feel like i've known him forever, but in truth we were only classmates since form 1..
n got close in form 3..[bcoz we joined choir together??...not sure..]
tht time he started calling me 'jie'...like im his elder sis or wat...
though in truth he is a month older than me =.=
n of course in form 3, there was this gang of 6 'siao' frens..
Jon, Mel, Min, Qin, Xuan n Mt...
i especially rmb the time when we used to form a 'study group' rite b4 PMR n stayed back in school to 'study'...
haha
n then there was Kem Kepimpinan...
Jon n i talked for hours on the bus...both on the way there n back...
tht really got us closer...
then the 1st day of school in form 5, i got him to sit next to me...
since Xuan n Qin were surely going to stick together n i'd be the odd one out...haha
since then we have talked about anything n everything..
sometimes we don even have to say anything to noe wat the other is thinking...
it'd b really weird if there was a day when we don get wat each other was saying...
im serious..
haha
in form 3, he had some family problems..
after tht, he started to depend on his frens...
this is why he loves them so much...
though i muz say tht sometimes, he depends too much on us!
i personally think tht Jon cannot live without the love of his family n frens...[n dogs?]
he can never be lonely...he'll die of it...
i guess Jon trusted me, enuf to tell me the reason behind his family problems...
i still think im the only fren he told...[or am i??]
this is why im confident to say tht im a trustworthy fren...
Jon gave me tht confidence...
im grateful for his trust in me, n the friendship we have...
so i hope he will still share his troubles n burdens wif me...
wish i could hav a long chat wif him...especially since i noe tht sth happened lately... or tht sth is bound to happen...
anyway, love you Jon....
[though i hate u when u study last minute n yet can still be better than average!!]
of course i, in turn, am the fren who understands him the most..
i feel like i've known him forever, but in truth we were only classmates since form 1..
n got close in form 3..[bcoz we joined choir together??...not sure..]
tht time he started calling me 'jie'...like im his elder sis or wat...
though in truth he is a month older than me =.=
n of course in form 3, there was this gang of 6 'siao' frens..
Jon, Mel, Min, Qin, Xuan n Mt...
i especially rmb the time when we used to form a 'study group' rite b4 PMR n stayed back in school to 'study'...
haha
n then there was Kem Kepimpinan...
Jon n i talked for hours on the bus...both on the way there n back...
tht really got us closer...
then the 1st day of school in form 5, i got him to sit next to me...
since Xuan n Qin were surely going to stick together n i'd be the odd one out...haha
since then we have talked about anything n everything..
sometimes we don even have to say anything to noe wat the other is thinking...
it'd b really weird if there was a day when we don get wat each other was saying...
im serious..
haha
in form 3, he had some family problems..
after tht, he started to depend on his frens...
this is why he loves them so much...
though i muz say tht sometimes, he depends too much on us!
i personally think tht Jon cannot live without the love of his family n frens...[n dogs?]
he can never be lonely...he'll die of it...
i guess Jon trusted me, enuf to tell me the reason behind his family problems...
i still think im the only fren he told...[or am i??]
this is why im confident to say tht im a trustworthy fren...
Jon gave me tht confidence...
im grateful for his trust in me, n the friendship we have...
so i hope he will still share his troubles n burdens wif me...
wish i could hav a long chat wif him...especially since i noe tht sth happened lately... or tht sth is bound to happen...
anyway, love you Jon....
[though i hate u when u study last minute n yet can still be better than average!!]
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Microsoft Excel
in lab now
n man....i feel crappy
gotta hand in the excel document nex week
aiya..watever...juz gotta do some calculations n budgeting stuff based on the business proposal last time...
havent started
plan to come to college tmr to do wif frens...
but a lot of classmates have started...giving me stress
n i've juz wasted 2 hours here...
damn
summore...i thought i noe wat to do...
now i'm not sure anymore...
sigh
n man....i feel crappy
gotta hand in the excel document nex week
aiya..watever...juz gotta do some calculations n budgeting stuff based on the business proposal last time...
havent started
plan to come to college tmr to do wif frens...
but a lot of classmates have started...giving me stress
n i've juz wasted 2 hours here...
damn
summore...i thought i noe wat to do...
now i'm not sure anymore...
sigh
Saturday, June 14, 2008
talk about Kpop
i've never mentioned this in my blog...
but a lot of ppl noe this..
i m a HUGE FAN of DONG BANG SHIN KI & SUPER JUNIOR
yes, tht is why u c some weird language in my blog...it's korean
i've watched too many videos of them tht i noe some simple words in korean
haha..i'd bet nobody wanna noe how i became a fan
or why i became a fan..
cuz i can go on for hours if anyone is willing to listen to me babble about my idols..
there are 18 of them, for god's sake
haha, suddenly remembered tht a group of my frens, fellow fans of DBSK...
didn't like it tht i was also a fan of SuJu..
they said it's not loyal =.=
it's gud tht they r loyal towards DBSK, but it juz sounds illogical to me...
haha, these frens r juz cute
oh, n for the record, i don hav any favourite members...
i love them equally...
aiya...dunno y i started to write about this already...
but recently got addicted to 2 songs:
hoho..this is Super Junior Happy, a sub-group of Super Junior [don ask]
it's juz a cute song....
cant bliv they can write a song about girlfriend dunno how to cook....hahahahah
n this is Epik High - One
great song, the mv says it all....
they seriously remind me of Linkin Park...not in terms of the genre, but how they express their feelings n stuff via their music
oh, juz click n watch if u wan....
no worries, both videos are complete wif english subs
but a lot of ppl noe this..
i m a HUGE FAN of DONG BANG SHIN KI & SUPER JUNIOR
yes, tht is why u c some weird language in my blog...it's korean
i've watched too many videos of them tht i noe some simple words in korean
haha..i'd bet nobody wanna noe how i became a fan
or why i became a fan..
cuz i can go on for hours if anyone is willing to listen to me babble about my idols..
there are 18 of them, for god's sake
haha, suddenly remembered tht a group of my frens, fellow fans of DBSK...
didn't like it tht i was also a fan of SuJu..
they said it's not loyal =.=
it's gud tht they r loyal towards DBSK, but it juz sounds illogical to me...
haha, these frens r juz cute
oh, n for the record, i don hav any favourite members...
i love them equally...
aiya...dunno y i started to write about this already...
but recently got addicted to 2 songs:
hoho..this is Super Junior Happy, a sub-group of Super Junior [don ask]
it's juz a cute song....
cant bliv they can write a song about girlfriend dunno how to cook....hahahahah
n this is Epik High - One
great song, the mv says it all....
they seriously remind me of Linkin Park...not in terms of the genre, but how they express their feelings n stuff via their music
oh, juz click n watch if u wan....
no worries, both videos are complete wif english subs
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
i'm babbling...
phew~~
we juz finished our mid-term...yesterday
i screwed my computing principles paper, but others were ok...
alrite, to b honest, my maths not so gud either...it could b ok, or it could b worse...who knows
summore caught a cold the day b4 computing, worse, after tht fever...
can die loh...
so u c how my results will b...
err....one more thing....
don drive when u r sick
hooiyo....i did one dangerous thing when i was driving home monday evening....
bear in mind tht i was having a fever, n the traffic was surely busy!!
fortunately nth happened, n i think the other driver overreacted
[he was furious..but he was oso speeding..gila siao..]
let's not go into the details
im sure every driver has experiences like tht...
rite, lesson learnt...
BE CONSTANTLY ALERT ON THE ROAD
n since we have finished our mid-term, we hav a break until nex week
so today i went to sg. wang wif college frens
ya, karaoke...
[shh...don tell my parents...they dunno how the karaoke places r nowadays...might freak if they find out where i went..]
rite..nex time shud sing louder..cant even hear my own voice...
but i can blame it on my flu...haha
aih~~ how i wish i could go wif sis n grace..then we can sing watever we like...
cuz ppl normally sing chinese songs [i dunno chinese songs lah =.=]
anyhow, my voice practically turned husky after tht...
alamak, might even loose my voice if i talk too much...
mayb i shouldnt sing when im sick eih??
by the way..finally got to c the whole mv of 'This Love' by Maroon 5...
now i noe y they cut some of the parts...yup...scenes on the bed
n Adam Levine was quite natural acting the part...hahahaha
u noe teenagers like goin to places like sg. wang to hang out..lepak n stuff
n it's school holiday!
i saw this guy, most probably younger than me, dressed like a freak
if u noe wat i mean, everything black, from the freaking 'costume' to the freaking make-up...ya noe..the FREAK style
no offense, but i juz don get it, the style n everything [influenced by japan n taiwan trends i think]
n then i heard a girl passing by said: "Very handsome mah! I like this kinda style leh!"
again, no offense, but "WHAT??"
n then i realized tht she's another nutcase dressed like tht..juz a milder case of it
if u dunno wat i mean, i suggest u go to sg. wang n catch a glimpse of it, to widen ur horizon...
haha
im sure most kl folks like meself r no strangers to the 'SARDINE' phenomenon ppl hav in public transport...
school holiday summore...
n 'fortunately' for me..i got caught in the off-work crowd in the infamous KTM...to b precise, getting on the train a lil' bit after 5.00p.m.
great =.=
but then i get to c sth interesting *grins*
will get to it later, but b4 i go on, i realized one of the disadvantages of being short
i was cramped up in the KTM SARDINE, n there was this lil' girl in front of me
she was basically standing among adults, obviously taller than her
n i tot, man...isnt she suffocating down there??
somebody giv her an oxygen tank!!
but i think she was more concerned about being too close to strangers
u noe..ppl keep squeezing into the train, ppl pressing against each other...
but fortunately for her, those around her were teenage girls who were trying to make space for her n she got a tall, strong oppa[big brother] protecting her
initially she was holding on to him, then she started clutching him, n then ended up practically hugging him tightly like he's her saviour.....
n i could tell by his look tht the oppa was somewhat amused
poor thing, i think she's nvr gonna take trains anymore
but here's an incident tht shows how Malaysians DON SPEAK UP
i got on at kl central station, n when the train came to Bank Negara, there was this young malay couple behind me, i'd say they're 15 years old, who wanted to get off
so i let them pass
but they came to a halt in front of me, cuz ppl were squeezing in n they couldnt get out
the girl turned to her boyfriend n said, 'cannot go out'
then the boy went in front of her n tried opening a path for them to go out, to no avail
[personal view: he wasnt even trying]
n then they juz STOOD THERE
OMO! SESANGE! NOH BABO NI YA???????
OMG!! CANT U JUZ SHOUT N SAY:"EXCUSE ME!" ??????
i was struck dumb by their stupidity tht i myself couldnt shout out n help them
but i was screaming inside :"excuse me!!! ada orang nak keluar!!!!!!!!"
truthfully i was waiting for the boyfriend to step up n impress his girl....
but the door closed!!
n they only got off at the next station
[i'd bet she was very disappointed in him]
eh ppl...even if u don mind getting off at the next station, at least hav some consideration for others!
u shud get off n giv the space to other ppl!
GETTING ON IS HARDER THAN GETTING OFF!!!
GEURAE! YI JONGMAL BABO!!
so folks, speak up when u hav to, don juz keep quiet n let things happen
u make ur life miserable n u take ppl down wif u
it's selfish
we juz finished our mid-term...yesterday
i screwed my computing principles paper, but others were ok...
alrite, to b honest, my maths not so gud either...it could b ok, or it could b worse...who knows
can die loh...
so u c how my results will b...
err....one more thing....
don drive when u r sick
hooiyo....i did one dangerous thing when i was driving home monday evening....
bear in mind tht i was having a fever, n the traffic was surely busy!!
fortunately nth happened, n i think the other driver overreacted
[he was furious..but he was oso speeding..gila siao..]
let's not go into the details
im sure every driver has experiences like tht...
rite, lesson learnt...
BE CONSTANTLY ALERT ON THE ROAD
n since we have finished our mid-term, we hav a break until nex week
so today i went to sg. wang wif college frens
ya, karaoke...
[shh...don tell my parents...they dunno how the karaoke places r nowadays...might freak if they find out where i went..]
rite..nex time shud sing louder..cant even hear my own voice...
but i can blame it on my flu...haha
aih~~ how i wish i could go wif sis n grace..then we can sing watever we like...
cuz ppl normally sing chinese songs [i dunno chinese songs lah =.=]
anyhow, my voice practically turned husky after tht...
alamak, might even loose my voice if i talk too much...
mayb i shouldnt sing when im sick eih??
by the way..finally got to c the whole mv of 'This Love' by Maroon 5...
now i noe y they cut some of the parts...yup...scenes on the bed
n Adam Levine was quite natural acting the part...hahahaha
u noe teenagers like goin to places like sg. wang to hang out..lepak n stuff
n it's school holiday!
i saw this guy, most probably younger than me, dressed like a freak
if u noe wat i mean, everything black, from the freaking 'costume' to the freaking make-up...ya noe..the FREAK style
no offense, but i juz don get it, the style n everything [influenced by japan n taiwan trends i think]
n then i heard a girl passing by said: "Very handsome mah! I like this kinda style leh!"
again, no offense, but "WHAT??"
n then i realized tht she's another nutcase dressed like tht..juz a milder case of it
if u dunno wat i mean, i suggest u go to sg. wang n catch a glimpse of it, to widen ur horizon...
haha
im sure most kl folks like meself r no strangers to the 'SARDINE' phenomenon ppl hav in public transport...
school holiday summore...
n 'fortunately' for me..i got caught in the off-work crowd in the infamous KTM...to b precise, getting on the train a lil' bit after 5.00p.m.
great =.=
but then i get to c sth interesting *grins*
will get to it later, but b4 i go on, i realized one of the disadvantages of being short
i was cramped up in the KTM SARDINE, n there was this lil' girl in front of me
she was basically standing among adults, obviously taller than her
n i tot, man...isnt she suffocating down there??
somebody giv her an oxygen tank!!
but i think she was more concerned about being too close to strangers
u noe..ppl keep squeezing into the train, ppl pressing against each other...
but fortunately for her, those around her were teenage girls who were trying to make space for her n she got a tall, strong oppa[big brother] protecting her
initially she was holding on to him, then she started clutching him, n then ended up practically hugging him tightly like he's her saviour.....
n i could tell by his look tht the oppa was somewhat amused
poor thing, i think she's nvr gonna take trains anymore
but here's an incident tht shows how Malaysians DON SPEAK UP
i got on at kl central station, n when the train came to Bank Negara, there was this young malay couple behind me, i'd say they're 15 years old, who wanted to get off
so i let them pass
but they came to a halt in front of me, cuz ppl were squeezing in n they couldnt get out
the girl turned to her boyfriend n said, 'cannot go out'
then the boy went in front of her n tried opening a path for them to go out, to no avail
[personal view: he wasnt even trying]
n then they juz STOOD THERE
OMO! SESANGE! NOH BABO NI YA???????
OMG!! CANT U JUZ SHOUT N SAY:"EXCUSE ME!" ??????
i was struck dumb by their stupidity tht i myself couldnt shout out n help them
but i was screaming inside :"excuse me!!! ada orang nak keluar!!!!!!!!"
truthfully i was waiting for the boyfriend to step up n impress his girl....
but the door closed!!
n they only got off at the next station
[i'd bet she was very disappointed in him]
eh ppl...even if u don mind getting off at the next station, at least hav some consideration for others!
u shud get off n giv the space to other ppl!
GETTING ON IS HARDER THAN GETTING OFF!!!
GEURAE! YI JONGMAL BABO!!
so folks, speak up when u hav to, don juz keep quiet n let things happen
u make ur life miserable n u take ppl down wif u
it's selfish
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
A New Life...coming our way
YEAH!!!!!!!!!
i mean...GREAT NEWS!!!!
my aunt is pregnant.....finally
they've been trying for some time lah....
im gonna have a new cousin!!!
man..this is great news...
erm..i dunno how many weeks it is now, or whether it's a boy or a girl...
but i m sure gonna love him/her...
well..it's no secret i love cute babies..
it's been so long since there's a baby in our family...hehe ^^
i wonder how grandpa would have reacted if he's still here..
but one thing's for sure...he would pamper this babe [n his daughter-in-law] to the max...
pray i'll hav a healthy n pretty cousin ^^
n pray it b SOON....
MAN...CANT WAIT
i mean...GREAT NEWS!!!!
my aunt is pregnant.....finally
they've been trying for some time lah....
im gonna have a new cousin!!!
man..this is great news...
erm..i dunno how many weeks it is now, or whether it's a boy or a girl...
but i m sure gonna love him/her...
well..it's no secret i love cute babies..
it's been so long since there's a baby in our family...hehe ^^
i wonder how grandpa would have reacted if he's still here..
but one thing's for sure...he would pamper this babe [n his daughter-in-law] to the max...
pray i'll hav a healthy n pretty cousin ^^
n pray it b SOON....
MAN...CANT WAIT
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Presentations
alamak...i hav 2 presentations this week...
fortunately one got marks....one got no marks...
just finished the one wif no marks...which is presenting on Gandhi for english subject
fortunately one got marks....one got no marks...
just finished the one wif no marks...which is presenting on Gandhi for english subject
tmr got another one for computing principles...
n i havent even prepared for it....
bear in mind, this one got marks
but truthfully..i m not in the mood to summarize the proposal for presentation..
i've had it wif the proposal..don wanna c it again...
HOWEVER, i'll fail my partner if i continue like this...
erm...he's sitting beside me [now in lab by the way]...n doesnt wanna do it either..
haha...tht makes us...partner in crime...
alamak...talking crap
so, things i've learnt today during presentation:
- don mumble to urself
- memorize ur facts
- answer ur questions quickly n wisely
- most importantly, speak wif confidence, in other words, DON SAY SO MANY "ERR...ERM..."
rite...gotta improve on public speaking...
ceh...hav never been gud at it....
i wonder how i'd gone on stage to dance for kindergarden concert but felt no fear....
1st row summore =.=
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Life...in college
so i've graduated from secondary school
nvr gonna go back....
have now moved on to studying in college
but life is not as fun as b4....
well...back in KB...i had frens like old-pal Xuan n same-channel Jon n all other frens i love so much....not to forget funny-expression Siang =D
hehe
now tht we've gone on our separate paths.....i miss them a lot....
though i've met new frens..
i'll not b as close to new college frens as i m wif this bunch of great frens
well...tht's how i feel
the reason...i think...is bcoz as u grow...it gets harder to trust ppl...
i bliv trust is the most important element in any relationship...
if u trust each other...u hav a strong friendship
n this sort of trust do not build within a short period of time...
not having trusted old frens around made me feel a bit lonely....
n i realised how important they r to me...
love u guys......hehe =P
wan me to mention name meh...><
but at least...i get c to one of them in HELP sometimes...
so i get to b myself for a few brief moments.....
though i'd bet BRO is ever oblivious to how happy i m to c him =.=
well...it sure took me long to finish this post...
gud nite...
nvr gonna go back....
have now moved on to studying in college
but life is not as fun as b4....
well...back in KB...i had frens like old-pal Xuan n same-channel Jon n all other frens i love so much....not to forget funny-expression Siang =D
hehe
now tht we've gone on our separate paths.....i miss them a lot....
though i've met new frens..
i'll not b as close to new college frens as i m wif this bunch of great frens
well...tht's how i feel
the reason...i think...is bcoz as u grow...it gets harder to trust ppl...
i bliv trust is the most important element in any relationship...
if u trust each other...u hav a strong friendship
n this sort of trust do not build within a short period of time...
not having trusted old frens around made me feel a bit lonely....
n i realised how important they r to me...
love u guys......hehe =P
wan me to mention name meh...><
but at least...i get c to one of them in HELP sometimes...
so i get to b myself for a few brief moments.....
though i'd bet BRO is ever oblivious to how happy i m to c him =.=
well...it sure took me long to finish this post...
gud nite...
Saturday, April 26, 2008
holiday
met Shin Yue at HELP.....turns out he's doing A Level there.....
gud for u pal.......
n he told me to update blog =.=
haha....truth is.....i blog only when i have sth to let out.....
no thoughts....no blog........
it's either tht....or i've too much to say tht i decided not to think too much bout it......n so no blog......
erm.....wat to talk about today then???
ok...currently having week-long holiday......a day left
din do any homework........or preparations for presentation watsoever
bad..........
read novels......3 novels......to b exact.......
n watched taiwan drama....[ They Kiss Again ] ........
the 2nd series of the drama [It Started With a Kiss ] .........
kinda gud......better than most taiwan drama tht is........
but sth about the chemistry between the leading actors tht makes me suspect they may b together in real life.....or were together......[though i've heard they denied such scandals].......
how they fit against each other......how they kiss...........
i'm serious.......watch it urself if u don bliv me.........they kiss too well.........
erm.....but my advice is don let kids watch.......too much intimate scenes.........overload...........
haha.........
another thing is went wif KB choir this wednesday to competition......
unfortunately we're not gud enuf this yr.......
well.....it's kinda disappointing........
they could do a LOT better than tht...........
in all the 3 years i'd been in the choir.......we always went into finals........
from 3rd to 5th to 2nd.........n now we're not even in...........
i juz feel bad for the juniors.......they worked for it.........
but apparently not everyone was committed enuf.........
*sigh*
hope they do better in the future......
gud for u pal.......
n he told me to update blog =.=
haha....truth is.....i blog only when i have sth to let out.....
no thoughts....no blog........
it's either tht....or i've too much to say tht i decided not to think too much bout it......n so no blog......
erm.....wat to talk about today then???
ok...currently having week-long holiday......a day left
din do any homework........or preparations for presentation watsoever
bad..........
read novels......3 novels......to b exact.......
n watched taiwan drama....[ They Kiss Again ] ........
the 2nd series of the drama [It Started With a Kiss ] .........
kinda gud......better than most taiwan drama tht is........
but sth about the chemistry between the leading actors tht makes me suspect they may b together in real life.....or were together......[though i've heard they denied such scandals].......
how they fit against each other......how they kiss...........
i'm serious.......watch it urself if u don bliv me.........they kiss too well.........
erm.....but my advice is don let kids watch.......too much intimate scenes.........overload...........
haha.........
another thing is went wif KB choir this wednesday to competition......
unfortunately we're not gud enuf this yr.......
well.....it's kinda disappointing........
they could do a LOT better than tht...........
in all the 3 years i'd been in the choir.......we always went into finals........
from 3rd to 5th to 2nd.........n now we're not even in...........
i juz feel bad for the juniors.......they worked for it.........
but apparently not everyone was committed enuf.........
*sigh*
hope they do better in the future......
Thursday, April 10, 2008
PHEW~~
OK.....i admit.......i m computer illiterate......
haha........tht's quite irrelevant....
anyway.....my fren taught me to simply type an email address......
then click sign in automatically.......
so my account will not b displayed everytime ppl click on windows messenger......
wuahahahahaha........
still........STUPID ME......
=.=
by the way......i used 'blablabla'
haha........tht's quite irrelevant....
anyway.....my fren taught me to simply type an email address......
then click sign in automatically.......
so my account will not b displayed everytime ppl click on windows messenger......
wuahahahahaha........
still........STUPID ME......
=.=
by the way......i used 'blablabla'
ARGHHH
now sitting in computer lab....half listening to computing lecturer talking about Microsoft Word....
did one stupid thing....
signed in wif windows messenger........n now if u open windows messenger wif this computer......u can sign in wif my account.....
SHIT....tht means anyone can sign in wif my account lah............
great job.......mt.......great job........
so now my question is.....how do i UNDO this thing????
man....i m so damned stupid.......
arghhhhhhhhhh
did one stupid thing....
signed in wif windows messenger........n now if u open windows messenger wif this computer......u can sign in wif my account.....
SHIT....tht means anyone can sign in wif my account lah............
great job.......mt.......great job........
so now my question is.....how do i UNDO this thing????
man....i m so damned stupid.......
arghhhhhhhhhh
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Clarification
yup...here to clarify ONE thing....
if you've read the previous post.....u'll noe i said my brother is useless......
but i didnt elaborate on it so mayb ppl might misunderstand me......
not tht anybody complained to me or anything....
juz wanna make things straight b4 anybody say i hate my bro or sth...
i love my brother....
in fact i m the only one in my family who understands him better than anyone else.......
n i m am often grateful tht God has given me this brother....
his situation was the one thing tht taught me not to discriminate others.....among other things....
yes....my bro IS useless.......
but tht is bcoz he is using his disability as his excuse to not learn or do anything.....
n bcoz my mom used to let him be when he made mistakes.....
he's SLOW.......it's not his fault......he is like tht de lah.......
well....to me tht's all CRAP.....
tht's wat makes me angry sometimes......
the fact tht he is a slow learner doesnt mean tht he cant grow up.......
however......it is sad to say tht kids wif learning disabilities do not get the right kind of care and education they need....in this country......
the Sekolah Khas are useless.......those students juz go to skool n sit.......
damn useless......
n my family hav to send my bro twice a week to somewhere in PJ for tuition..........
he's considered lucky to at least hav some kind of education.....
but wat about the others whose family cannot afford tuition fees or stuff like tht??????
i felt tht i shud do sth about this..........
in anyway i can.......
so perhaps one way to start is to study psychology.....
anyway.......i noe i m not very gud at expressing myself.....so mayb u wont understand wat i wrote.........
i do not expect anybody to understand me.....
haha....but sis n cousin definitely will......
aiya...nth more to say........
-mt out-
if you've read the previous post.....u'll noe i said my brother is useless......
but i didnt elaborate on it so mayb ppl might misunderstand me......
not tht anybody complained to me or anything....
juz wanna make things straight b4 anybody say i hate my bro or sth...
i love my brother....
in fact i m the only one in my family who understands him better than anyone else.......
n i m am often grateful tht God has given me this brother....
his situation was the one thing tht taught me not to discriminate others.....among other things....
yes....my bro IS useless.......
but tht is bcoz he is using his disability as his excuse to not learn or do anything.....
n bcoz my mom used to let him be when he made mistakes.....
he's SLOW.......it's not his fault......he is like tht de lah.......
well....to me tht's all CRAP.....
tht's wat makes me angry sometimes......
the fact tht he is a slow learner doesnt mean tht he cant grow up.......
however......it is sad to say tht kids wif learning disabilities do not get the right kind of care and education they need....in this country......
the Sekolah Khas are useless.......those students juz go to skool n sit.......
damn useless......
n my family hav to send my bro twice a week to somewhere in PJ for tuition..........
he's considered lucky to at least hav some kind of education.....
but wat about the others whose family cannot afford tuition fees or stuff like tht??????
i felt tht i shud do sth about this..........
in anyway i can.......
so perhaps one way to start is to study psychology.....
anyway.......i noe i m not very gud at expressing myself.....so mayb u wont understand wat i wrote.........
i do not expect anybody to understand me.....
haha....but sis n cousin definitely will......
aiya...nth more to say........
-mt out-
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