VERDICT

and I got death sentence.

what do I do now?

and how to break the news?

TV...离我远一点

This is supposed to be study month.

So how come I'm spending my days as if I'm on holidays???

Crap...

I needa get my priorities straight.

YOU STAY AWAY FROM THAT TV!!!!!

everybody Fighting! =)

Super Show II, Live in KL

I know. This update is rather late, but I didn't have the opportunity to do this earlier.

20th March 2010, I saw Super Junior live.
I sang, laughed, screamed, jumped and even cried with them.
I had a blast!

Apart from my faulty Sapphire Blue glow stick (there goes my money), everything else was perfect.
But of course, I didn't take into account that, to our lasting regrets, Kangin, Hankyung and Kibum were absent.

I don't think I need to talk about what went down, you can easily find those in reports by the media.
The most important thing to me, is how I felt, and to treasure the whole experience.
I believe that is what SuJu want as well.

I cannot even begin to describe my excitement.
All I can say is, when LT and I ran out of the stadium, we were ecstatic!
Laughing and talking like 2 crazy people.

Well, first of all, I will say: I LOVE MY SEAT!!!
That's where one of the 2 raised platforms was and we got 3rd row.
I got to see my idols standing just metres away from me. A lot of the times facing me too!
How COOL is that!
Every single one of them came to this corner and I had a good look at each, especially Yesung, Sungmin, Siwon, Heechul and Donghae.
I didn't know that Yesung is so slim.
Sungmin is very handsome.
Siwon posed for the Thai fan a seat away from me, great expressions.
I saw Heechul smirk! Wicked!
Donghae is just sweet.

I suppose each of them must be 'in charge' of a corner, so I was worried I'd not see my favourites up close.
But Eunhyuk and Eeteuk didn't disappoint us (me & my sis =P), they eventually came during encore.
Eunhyuk is actually not short; he's CUTE.
Eeteuk is exactly like how I usually see him in videos.
Kyuhyun took a fan's phone and took a picture with it! I envy her!
Our seats were so near that we're sure there were moments when a couple of them saw us. Yeah, actually saw our faces.
Min Ee might kill me for this. During the last few seconds of his solo, Yesung looked in my direction. It felt like he was singing to me!!!
I'm completely star-struck.

Another thing I loved about the concert was the fans, ELFs.
The Pearl Sapphire Blue ocean, was an incredible sight.
The love we all have for SuJu is simply overwhelming.
Loved it when ELFs sang along to every song they know.
And man, can we all scream!
The opening was when I truly experienced the effect of 15000 screaming fans.
It was DEAFENING. I seriously couldn't hear a thing.
I'm sure SuJu loved it.
Speaking of which, close to 3 hours of constant screaming nearly gave me a sore throat.
Honestly, I was sure that I'd lose my voice after, but it works fine.
I think I screamed till I went beyond my limits, that my screams were sort of 'upgraded', brought to the next level.

But the best part was when they sang Shining Star.
They played a video before the song, of each of the members saying they appreciate ELFs' love and support all these years.
I was already tearing up when I saw that.
Then thousands of fans took out their flash lights/LED mini bulbs, to create 'shining stars'.
It was a touching moment.
I saw Eeteuk, at the centre of it all, crying.
That right there, was when I truly felt the bond between us, SuJu and ELFs.
We love them, and they were letting us know that they love us too.

I thank ELFs, for being there, for being a community.
I thank SuJu, for putting on a great show, for bringing us all together.
The BEST CONCERT I've ever been to.
And I thank Eeteuk, for bringing everyone over to this side of the stage when they said farewell!
사랑해요 박정수!!!


The memories of the concert will stay with me always.
Love Super Junior ^^

Do your best

It's been a while since I've blogged.
These days I just feel bad.
I wasn't going to share those bad feelings.
But well, it's good to let it out sometimes.

I don't know how I turned out to be like this.
Idling around, looking for insignificant things to do, caring about other people's business, wasting time.
Generally, avoiding things I have to do.

It's bad. Really bad.
In fact, worse than ever.
I think I hate myself.

It wasn't too long ago when I had 100 days to my exams.
Now there's less than 2 months left.
The sense of urgency is getting more intense by the second.

I need to pass the ultimate test.
I need to break through my own weaknesses.
Otherwise, there's gonna be a next time, and I'd be worse than I am now.

I'm not useless.
I shall do my best to prove it.

NOTICE: Change URL

Hello people.
I am changing my blog URL.
The new URL: www.rightbackwhatiswrong.blogspot.com

haha...yes...u just have to change 2 words. (rite --> right ; wat -->what)
actually the reason is very simple.
I used my hotmail to sign up when i opened this blog.
Now I want to change it to my gmail account.
Very 'ma fan' loh... everytime i sign in gmail my blog will automatically sign out one...
It's ok if u don c the connection... hahaha...

So, please remember to change the URL if u have linked me in ur website. =D

100 days countdown

Whee~~ We got the GIANT Super Show 2 poster!
Thanks to my sis' friend who also helped with buying the tickets.
I think it's as big as our Linkin Park poster...maybe bigger.

Yee Theng said there's 100 days left to our exams.
Translated: OH NO...I'M DEAD.
That is...if I don't do something about my studies. =.=
Ok. It's do or die.

Always keep the faith

Today is JaeJoong's birthday.

Hahahahah...that was random.
Yup, I know the birthdates of every single member of TVXQ and SuJu. XD
In case you don't know who he is, he's Hero from TVXQ, always in the middle.

There have been rumours of disbandment (TVXQ) , and I'm not sure what to believe.
But I do believe, that deep down, they are together as one.
I feel it from their singing.


Haha...it's fine if you don't get it. Many don't.

"Always keep the faith"
Micky and Jaejoong had these words tattooed on their chests.
Was it a promise between them?
Or a silent plea to fans to believe in them?
Who knows... But fans like to think so.

In any case, they are the ones having the hardest time.
I hope they really keep faith in themselves, and in each other.

I'm so excited. HAHA

I never knew that I could be like this.
Xuan told me this a couple of years ago too; I laughed at the time.
Now, I'm saying this to myself.

I never knew you could be so crazy over idol singers!

At the time, she was talking about Dong Bang Shin Ki.
Today, I'm talking about Super Junior!!!

To people who don't know it yet:
Yes! SUPER JUNIOR is coming to MALAYSIA!

Super Show 2
20th March 2010
Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil.

Woohoo, we got the tickets!

Coming back to my statement, why did I suddenly have such a thought?
During break in Econs class today, my friends asked me about the seating plan of the concert, and we started talking about it.
I got so excited I couldn't even concentrate later in class.
To the point where my hands were shaking and my heart was beating faster than usual.

I mean...
Man, I got so worked up I couldn't believe it myself.

I wonder how I'd behave if it was Dong Bang Shin Ki instead.
They did come 2 years ago; but I had SPM and it was impossible for me to go.
It is regrettable, not being able to hear them sing live, but I think I traded that with an A1 in Bio.
HAHA. It's all about opportunity cost, isn't it?
Not too long ago, I learned that Kher Ye got free tickets to that concert and went with her mother. Plus, she got good seats. T.T
The only thing I can say is, Kher Ye, why didn't I know you at that time?!

I didn't think that SUPER JUNIOR would have their concert in Malaysia.
I hope it's super successful so they would come again in the future.
Well, so far, it's been optimistic. Hundreds of fans turned up yesterday to buy tickets, so I'm guessing they're selling like hot cakes.
My sis told me about the concert on Saturday, saw an article on the newspaper.
I read the papers on Sunday, and I told her, I want that giant poster!
It's said the organizers are giving 500 free giant posters for every purchase of 2 tickets.
Pre-sale started yesterday, only available at Sungai Wang.
So my sis went there around noon and MAN, SUPER SUPER LONG QUEUE!
I was having socio lecture, but at the same time worried about my ticket. We were buying numbered seats so it was crucial we get our desired spot.
So I kept texting her to get real time updates, haha. Sorry Dr Chin ><

I heard it was chaotic out there. There was only one counter.
They didn't even set up lines for queuing.
The number of staffs, credit card machines and computers were just too few.
And, you have to fill up a form before you buy the tickets.
So it was very damn slow. In the end it took my sis more than 4 hours to finally get the tickets.
Blame it on terrible management and horrible customer service!
Or shall I say, underestimating the popularity of SJ and the power of ELFs???
On top of that, you have to queue again on the 31st to get the poster. LIARS.

Well whatever, most important thing is I'M GOING. Haha.
Some people might be puzzled, how I can spend RM458 on a single concert without even thinking about it.
I think, that watching thousands or millions of videos of them on Youtube, doesn't add up to an experience of seeing them perform live.
Sadly, this time, not everyone is coming. I don't get to see all 13 members.
Kibum doesn't participate in Super Show 2; Kangin has been 'frozen'; Hangeng has contract issues. And some say Heechul might not come.
Damn, I really want to see 韩庚. He is one person I really admire.

Here's a side story before I end this post.
Yesterday, I was talking about the concert with my friends, during break too. Haha.
Dr Chin was writing notes on the board, and he turned around to ask us, 'Are you talking about a show?'
I said, 'Concert.'
'Whose concert?' he asked.
'Korean boy band', I answered.
He said, 'You are his (maybe he thought it's one singer) fan? Well, that's interesting.'

Mind you, we were having a class on cultural globalization.
It is interesting. If it weren't for technological globalization, I wouldn't be able to become a Kpop fan. And so Korean culture is influencing me; I'm contributing to cultural globalization. o.0
We are at the mercy of globalization.
Can it be stopped? I don't think so.
The more important question is, how do we deal with it?
As Dr Chin pointed out yesterday, globalization comes with a price, the question is whether we are able to pay it.

My New Year Resolution

When you think of new year, you think of new year resolution.
Well, maybe not. Haha.
But this brings back memories.
William (my former english tutor) used to tell us to write our new year's resolution (essay), every year without fail.
I only did it once, in Form One. And that wasn't even an essay, just 10 separate sentences.
After that, I didn't complete any essays.

It was all meaningless to me.
Or perhaps I was just afraid that I'd get disappointed at the end of the year, when I failed to fulfill my goals.

So, what's different this year?

Before that, let me tell you something.
My regular sleeping hours are 4am - 1pm (whenever I don't have class).

So, this morning around 9 something, I was in my brother's room playing his NDS.
My dad came in, and said to my bro, "New year, new beginning."
And the kid asked, "What does that mean?"
Dad: "Like your sister here, new year wake up early. So it's a new beginning."

The truth of the matter is, if you see me up and about by 9 o'clock in the morning, there are only 2 possible reasons:
One, I'm either going to class or I'm going out.
Two, I didn't sleep.

So, Dad inspired this.
My new year's resolution:
Adjust my sleeping hours

ps: Happy New Year! =P