Micro Quiz

i had Microeconomics quiz today at 12 noon

i actually didnt study much.
yesterday, i read the 1st chapter, started the 2nd...n then went to sleep
then this morning i continued reading...
i knew tht i wouldnt be able to finish reading everything, so i decided not to read lah.....haha
juz went over some things tht i noe i dunno...went through the tutorial questions...
n then went in to take the quiz

we had to go into the computer labs for the test, cuz it had to be done with computers =.=
[i much prefer paper though.....]
the quiz consists of 30 multiple choice questions, n we were given 65 minutes.
for the first few questions, i really took my time...
[well i always need some time to get into the mode of having tests...]
but then i noticed tht Karen, who was beside me, was a lot faster than i was.
then i started to get anxious.
i kept checking my time, n i was trying to finish the questions a little faster
then i was reminded by wat Mr Alex said: '......go at ur own pace....'
so i decided to take my time....
n in the end, it paid off

i used up all my 65 minutes.
actually, i was still thinking about question no. 29 when the 'Your time is up.' window popped up.
but of course, i finished all the questions.
well, the good thing about this test is we get to see our marks rite after we end the test.
so then my marks appeared.
28/30 (93%)

gosh!! wat a shocker!!
Karen n Tyng Pang [who was beside her] were shocked as well...
by the way they did well too ...both got 24/30
so we had this BIG reaction...
tht guy beside Tyng Pang was like....wat? wat? wat juz happened?
even Allen, who was behind us, looked up to see wat was up...
im sure he saw my marks...cuz he gave me thumbs up as i was walking out
haha

but the most unexpected thing about the quiz was my lecturer's expression when he saw my marks...
when we were finished, we had to raise our hands to tell Mr. Alex tht we're done.
when he came to see my marks...
he said:"Whoa!"

so does tht mean i did good??????

사랑은 뭐다?

now here's a good question for the masses
haha...i derived it from the lyrics of TVXQ's latest song MIROTIC
ppl who r interested in TVXQ...u really should go watch the mv on Youtube...
though i doubt tht any fans of TVXQ who have internet access have yet to watch it
=D

rite...i noe u ppl dunno korean, well neither do i...
but the question reads: 'What is LOVE?'

no offense to ppl in love...
im sure u and ur other half r together bcoz u love each other....[damn i sound sarcastic]
but do u love somebody tht easily????

say u get to noe someone online...
u've never even met this person..
u treat this person as a fren...
n then someday this person suddenly come n tell u tht he/she loves u....

sry man...i don buy tht....
너 내가 사랑해? 뭐야......
i don think love is tht easy...
or isit???

again...tht brings me back to my question...
What is love???
anybody care to enlighten me??

DAMN they make me EAT my words

haha...i've been meaning to write this for days....
since the day after my previous post i think

apparently, i have to take back my comments/initial opinion about BIG BANG & SHINee
as i have said, i didnt really like their new songs....
which are Haru Haru [Day by Day] & SanSo GaTeun Neo [You're Like Oxygen] respectively....
UNTIL I SAW THEM SING LIVE!!!!

i m now practically addicted to Haru Haru...
love TOP & G Dragon's rap....damn cool
both Tae Yang & Seung Ri have improved on their vocals...i think
n Dae Sung.......
erm.....he's same old Dae Sung i guess
haha
on the whole....they have improved on live performances....which is a great thing
they don have really really good live performance.....so i had a hard time choosing the best one.....
anyway i chose this one coz u can see Hong Ki of FT Island before Big Bang appeared hahahaha

n one more thing....i find the mv kinda funny.....especially the scenes where Dae Sung, Seung Ri & Tae Yang stood at the door watching their friends...
rite this is the mv...


and i have to say tht SHINee is pretty good......
perhaps it is even an understatement to say tht they are 'pretty good'
Jong Hyun the lead singer [ahem, who is my age] has such a powerful, pitch-perfect voice....
n the 15-year-old Tae Min is damn impressive with his dancing talent....
their live performances have been consistently good...
n this new song has an interesting choreography....
it's pretty cool how they dance with those chairs.....
the first 2 minutes is another song 'The SHINee World'...then they got one short clip showing members n names...btw they spelt Jong Hyun wrongly =.=...then it's Sanso Gateun Neo...=P


hehe....i've decided i should put those videos here......
erm.....how do u give ppl credit for their videos?

Kpop

wuahaha....nth gud to write so babble about Kpop...
but first...

1st sem RESULTS :

1. Intermediate English Distinction
2. Computing Principles Distinction
3. Finite Mathematics High Distinction
4. Study Skills High Distinction

wuahahahaha....u cant expect me not to be thrilled
i achieved my target!! tht's why im pleased with myself...
but then now the problem comes....can i keep it up???

talk about Kpop....a lot of comebacks recently....
1st there's Big Bang
haha...found out tht Xuan's fren is a Big Bang fan n she listened to 'Haru Haru' every day...
Big Bang is great.....but im not crazy bout this new release 'Haru Haru'
i think it lacks sth....don ask me wat cuz i dunno haha.....juz not gud enuf i guess
well the song is obviously very Big Bang....but apparently G-Dragon hasnt outdone himself...
i assume he is the composer....since their hit songs which i like very much 'GeoJitMal [Lies]' & 'MaJiMak InSa [Last Farewell]' are his work......
and there are a lot of similarities in the style......
haha

and then there's SHINee....
pronounced 'shiny'...
well they are this yet another shot-to-fame-on-their-debut boy group of SM entertainment
yes the same company of DBSK & SUJU
they debuted in May [i think] this year with their very popular song in the form of mini-album 'Noonan Nomu Yepeo [Noona You're So Pretty]'.......which i also like =.=.........
'Noona' is how u greet sisters/girls older than u if u r a guy.....
n guess wat.....their youngest member is oni 15 [omg tht's my brother's age!!!!]
well so u can c.....HOW APPROPRIATE......the song title to capture girl fans' hearts......haha
and then recently they released their 1st album and the song called....'Love Like Oxygen'.....cant recall the korean name....
erm......this time they look cooler.....
but sry to say......the song not so cool wor.........

and then.....
there's F.T. Island!!!
their 2nd album was released a few days ago i think.....
and last night i checked out the whole album......
it's good
i think i like more than half of the songs....
man they're good! especially like HongKi's voice.....
and they're still looking good in 'SarangHooAe [After Love]' mv.....
err.....except for leader JongHoon's hairstyle.....
haha

and then DONG BANG SHIN KI's new album is expected to be released this month!!!
i think
너무 기다릴게
is tht how u say it???
anyway....cant wait!!!

Excuse me...Do u Mind???

blehhhhhhhh
suddenly feel so bad for criticizing ppl behind their backs....
especially since I....who is always eager to share information i know and express my opinion......
[but no worries.....i don say wat im not supposed to....]
it makes me feel as low as those bitch tht embrace backstabbing as their career or even pleasure....god knows wat they gain from this backstabbing
*sigh*
i've always known tht there are these 'batu api' tht exist around us....
well there is bound to be......
but 'unfortunately' GOD has never let me experience the cruelty of these ppl to prepare me against another of their kind
though HE has gifted me with the good sense of avoiding conflicts with these ppl...
well maybe this good sense comes from getting bullied in kindergarden......and......my first n 2nd year in primary school......

not until recently did i have some stronger opinion about these kind of ppl....
it's not like the problem wasnt there all along.....
it's tht i juz realised tht other than a few ppl close to me....i m not the only one who feels the insincerity of ppl of those kind....

wat i feel is...
why do these ppl hav to make ppl around them uncomfortable?
and to an extent despise them?
i mean...arent they tired of it?
why cant they juz be themselves?

frankly, i expect ppl to be true to themselves...
why pretend to like me when they actually dont?
and the most important part is i don really care wat they do......
but these ppl make me feel insincere too when i interact with them....
*scowling*
well bcoz i know they are not sincere but i have no choice but to reply with the same degree of insincerity......

it's holiday...i'm living like a zombie

half of my 1-month holiday is gone...
well it's typical of me not to use the time of my holidays wisely...as is the habit of a lazy bum...
haha

rite..i'll be frank..
i spend my days reading novels [yea..those 400-page-romance-novels of english lords n damsels in distress]..watching tv..n pretty much SLEEP
i finished 4 books in one week...
rite..not very impressive speed but crazy enuf for me..cuz sometimes i read until dawn n then go to sleep when i think my parents are up..
so i wake at noon or sometimes later than tht...
yes...tht's the time i wake up every day...
though sometimes it's not bcoz of reading...it could b tv...

speaking of tv my sis went n borrow {All About Eve} from my aunt n we watched the whole thing in 2 days...
20 cds..
but of course...half of the time we watch it in fast forward...cuz those are hated scenes...
ah..it's an old Korean drama from the year 2000...main actor is the famous Jang Dong Geon aka 张东健
and i still love it...it's a gud drama...haha

n tell u wat..
all those love from the novels n drama has had an effect on me ><
cuz i wonder when i'll experience it myself...
hahahahaha...
it'd be nice to finally know wat all those love songs are singing about, wouldnt it?

xxx

spent 2 nights in Genting wif classmates the week after exams..
lazy so never blogged about it...
it was a fun trip...
nth out of the ordinary except tht guys n gals share rooms...
n we played games till 4 a.m.
on the 2nd night i got to b the mafia for a record-breaking 10 times in the mafia game [wat luck!]
n i got to play snooker for the first time..
i believe tht if i hav practice i'd be a gud shot..
hehe no kidding
it was a week b4 MTV Asia Awards [held at Genting] n i saw posters everywhere n then i immediately thought of Super Junior...they won the Korean Favourite Artist award by the way...
n i so damn wished i was there a week later to catch a glimpse of them...haha
i heard they were passing out free tickets b4 the show started T_T
man..i'd die [ahem..figuratively speaking] to go c them perform live!! for free summore!!
Only 13! Fighting!

Distinction...High Distinction...

WARNING: today's post no substance....

yay! juz finished exams...
sent sms to a few frens tell them call me anytime go ‘饮茶’...
mana tau Bro reply me 'wat de hell...'
SIAO...say my phone too much credit....
yala yala...i got too much credit....=.=

ah...i hope i get high distinction for finite maths & study skills...
but then SUSAH lah....if maths wanna get HD then i shud get full marks 40 for this exam...
study skills not easy oso...gotta have at least 32 marks...
anyway...exams over...y fret?
haha....but i got confidence...can score!!
*cross my fingers*

aiya...hope english n computing principles can get distinction oso...
oso not easy....english muz get more than 30, computing muz get more than 32
die lah....silap-silap hari bulan will get credit leh.....
haha...but one of my ex-classmates once told me...
'aim for the best, prepare for the worst.....'
tht means gotta hope can get high marks, but gotta b prepared to get low marks
wise words...hehe
anyway....i did my best

cut my hair a few hours ago....
took a picture of myself before tht....haha...cuz it's unlikely tht i'll b having such long hair again...well at least not in the near future...
i don hav pretty hair...summore no money do stuff like hair treatment or rebonding or whatever they do to their hair to make it look shiny n straight...haha
so it's not really nice having it too long....

by the way...anybody knows how i can watch drama online?
Japanese drama...with subs...
cuz i think the 求婚大作战 currently showing on Sundays 3pm on 8tv is pretty interesting...
but it only shows one episode per week!!!
wat a torture...
ah...the main character is played by a member of NEWS...dunno his name...
anyway...not important

안녕

stalker

初中一的时候，我坐在班上的最后一排。没有半年，发觉有位同学，每隔几分钟，就会转过头来瞄我一眼。我想我不用多说，你也猜到是怎么回事了。当时我假装不知道，以为这样就可以逃过一劫。可是，还是逃不掉。他竟然在同学面前承认，他喜欢我。

从此之后， all hell broke loose.

我本来可以不把他当回事，照常生活。可是无论我去到学校的哪一个角落，他都会在附近，留意着我的一举一动。甚至我走路回家，他都会跟着。每天放学后，我都会一支箭飞回家。 但他总是跟上我的脚步。所以，足足两年的时间，我每天放学，就有一种在跟他赛跑的感觉。因此我之所以走路这么快，还得谢谢他。。。

你说，他是不是一个名副其实的stalker?

庆幸的是，初中一后，我跟他不再同班。然而，上课之前学校集会，我总是感觉得到，他在隔壁班的队伍，盯着我看。而且，我若排在后面，他原本排在前面，也会想办法和别人换位，以便他看得到我。总之，他的班如果在我右边，我打死都不会往那方向看，以免看到他那惹人厌的样子。其实，这还不是最令我反胃的原因。这位同学，是个无可救药的缩头乌龟！有胆跟踪人，没胆面对人。每当我注意到他的存在，他整个人就真的会缩起来，然后马上消失在我面前。没出息。

更有一次，他趁运动会，带了相机去学校。我本来真的不知道的，但我留意到，他的相机其实是朝着我的方向在拍。或许，我自己“多心”。可是，运动会结束后，我在一间教室外面等朋友，发现他在隔壁教室的门后，偷拍我！可惜，我没证据证明。

其实，我那时已经不在乎，也放下了他对我造成的精神上的困扰。我只是生气，他那所谓的“爱”。事实上，我跟他，从来都没有讲过话。他，除了是一个陌生的同校同学之外，什么都不是。我甚至可以说，我是完全不认识他的。所以，他根本就不清楚我的为人，怎么称得上“喜欢”我？难道他认为，他这样每天观察我，就会知道我是一个怎样的人吗？真是异想天开！我想，他想象中的那个我，根本就不存在。那只不过是他自己制造的假象罢了。

没有人了解，我有许多的不忿！
我就被他这份不切实际的“爱”，缠了那么久！

后来，有人告诉我，他喜欢上另一个人。 可是我仍然感觉得到，他有在观察我。这可能真的是我自己想太多，可是直觉告诉我，我没有错。

毕业时，最开心的事，就是从此以后，再也不用见到他。我知道，我没有必要讨厌这个人，可是我真的希望，我永远都不会再遇到他。

"Same Channel"

Jon is the fren who understands me the most
of course i, in turn, am the fren who understands him the most..

i feel like i've known him forever, but in truth we were only classmates since form 1..
n got close in form 3..[bcoz we joined choir together??...not sure..]
tht time he started calling me 'jie'...like im his elder sis or wat...
though in truth he is a month older than me =.=
n of course in form 3, there was this gang of 6 'siao' frens..
Jon, Mel, Min, Qin, Xuan n Mt...
i especially rmb the time when we used to form a 'study group' rite b4 PMR n stayed back in school to 'study'...
haha
n then there was Kem Kepimpinan...
Jon n i talked for hours on the bus...both on the way there n back...
tht really got us closer...
then the 1st day of school in form 5, i got him to sit next to me...
since Xuan n Qin were surely going to stick together n i'd be the odd one out...haha
since then we have talked about anything n everything..
sometimes we don even have to say anything to noe wat the other is thinking...
it'd b really weird if there was a day when we don get wat each other was saying...
im serious..
haha

in form 3, he had some family problems..
after tht, he started to depend on his frens...
this is why he loves them so much...
though i muz say tht sometimes, he depends too much on us!
i personally think tht Jon cannot live without the love of his family n frens...[n dogs?]
he can never be lonely...he'll die of it...

i guess Jon trusted me, enuf to tell me the reason behind his family problems...
i still think im the only fren he told...[or am i??]
this is why im confident to say tht im a trustworthy fren...
Jon gave me tht confidence...

im grateful for his trust in me, n the friendship we have...
so i hope he will still share his troubles n burdens wif me...
wish i could hav a long chat wif him...especially since i noe tht sth happened lately... or tht sth is bound to happen...

anyway, love you Jon....
[though i hate u when u study last minute n yet can still be better than average!!]

Microsoft Excel

in lab now
n man....i feel crappy

gotta hand in the excel document nex week
aiya..watever...juz gotta do some calculations n budgeting stuff based on the business proposal last time...
havent started
plan to come to college tmr to do wif frens...
but a lot of classmates have started...giving me stress
n i've juz wasted 2 hours here...
damn

summore...i thought i noe wat to do...
now i'm not sure anymore...

sigh

talk about Kpop

i've never mentioned this in my blog...
but a lot of ppl noe this..
i m a HUGE FAN of DONG BANG SHIN KI & SUPER JUNIOR
yes, tht is why u c some weird language in my blog...it's korean
i've watched too many videos of them tht i noe some simple words in korean

haha..i'd bet nobody wanna noe how i became a fan
or why i became a fan..
cuz i can go on for hours if anyone is willing to listen to me babble about my idols..
there are 18 of them, for god's sake

haha, suddenly remembered tht a group of my frens, fellow fans of DBSK...
didn't like it tht i was also a fan of SuJu..
they said it's not loyal =.=
it's gud tht they r loyal towards DBSK, but it juz sounds illogical to me...
haha, these frens r juz cute

oh, n for the record, i don hav any favourite members...
i love them equally...

aiya...dunno y i started to write about this already...
but recently got addicted to 2 songs:



hoho..this is Super Junior Happy, a sub-group of Super Junior [don ask]
it's juz a cute song....
cant bliv they can write a song about girlfriend dunno how to cook....hahahahah



n this is Epik High - One
great song, the mv says it all....
they seriously remind me of Linkin Park...not in terms of the genre, but how they express their feelings n stuff via their music

oh, juz click n watch if u wan....
no worries, both videos are complete wif english subs

i'm babbling...

phew~~

we juz finished our mid-term...yesterday
i screwed my computing principles paper, but others were ok...
alrite, to b honest, my maths not so gud either...it could b ok, or it could b worse...who knows

summore caught a cold the day b4 computing, worse, after tht fever...
can die loh...
so u c how my results will b...

err....one more thing....
don drive when u r sick
hooiyo....i did one dangerous thing when i was driving home monday evening....
bear in mind tht i was having a fever, n the traffic was surely busy!!
fortunately nth happened, n i think the other driver overreacted
[he was furious..but he was oso speeding..gila siao..]
let's not go into the details
im sure every driver has experiences like tht...
rite, lesson learnt...
BE CONSTANTLY ALERT ON THE ROAD

n since we have finished our mid-term, we hav a break until nex week
so today i went to sg. wang wif college frens
ya, karaoke...
[shh...don tell my parents...they dunno how the karaoke places r nowadays...might freak if they find out where i went..]
rite..nex time shud sing louder..cant even hear my own voice...
but i can blame it on my flu...haha
aih~~ how i wish i could go wif sis n grace..then we can sing watever we like...
cuz ppl normally sing chinese songs [i dunno chinese songs lah =.=]
anyhow, my voice practically turned husky after tht...
alamak, might even loose my voice if i talk too much...
mayb i shouldnt sing when im sick eih??
by the way..finally got to c the whole mv of 'This Love' by Maroon 5...
now i noe y they cut some of the parts...yup...scenes on the bed
n Adam Levine was quite natural acting the part...hahahaha

u noe teenagers like goin to places like sg. wang to hang out..lepak n stuff
n it's school holiday!
i saw this guy, most probably younger than me, dressed like a freak
if u noe wat i mean, everything black, from the freaking 'costume' to the freaking make-up...ya noe..the FREAK style
no offense, but i juz don get it, the style n everything [influenced by japan n taiwan trends i think]
n then i heard a girl passing by said: "Very handsome mah! I like this kinda style leh!"
again, no offense, but "WHAT??"
n then i realized tht she's another nutcase dressed like tht..juz a milder case of it
if u dunno wat i mean, i suggest u go to sg. wang n catch a glimpse of it, to widen ur horizon...
haha

im sure most kl folks like meself r no strangers to the 'SARDINE' phenomenon ppl hav in public transport...
school holiday summore...
n 'fortunately' for me..i got caught in the off-work crowd in the infamous KTM...to b precise, getting on the train a lil' bit after 5.00p.m.
great =.=
but then i get to c sth interesting *grins*
will get to it later, but b4 i go on, i realized one of the disadvantages of being short
i was cramped up in the KTM SARDINE, n there was this lil' girl in front of me
she was basically standing among adults, obviously taller than her
n i tot, man...isnt she suffocating down there??
somebody giv her an oxygen tank!!
but i think she was more concerned about being too close to strangers
u noe..ppl keep squeezing into the train, ppl pressing against each other...
but fortunately for her, those around her were teenage girls who were trying to make space for her n she got a tall, strong oppa[big brother] protecting her
initially she was holding on to him, then she started clutching him, n then ended up practically hugging him tightly like he's her saviour.....
n i could tell by his look tht the oppa was somewhat amused
poor thing, i think she's nvr gonna take trains anymore

but here's an incident tht shows how Malaysians DON SPEAK UP
i got on at kl central station, n when the train came to Bank Negara, there was this young malay couple behind me, i'd say they're 15 years old, who wanted to get off
so i let them pass
but they came to a halt in front of me, cuz ppl were squeezing in n they couldnt get out
the girl turned to her boyfriend n said, 'cannot go out'
then the boy went in front of her n tried opening a path for them to go out, to no avail
[personal view: he wasnt even trying]
n then they juz STOOD THERE

OMO! SESANGE! NOH BABO NI YA???????

OMG!! CANT U JUZ SHOUT N SAY:"EXCUSE ME!" ??????
i was struck dumb by their stupidity tht i myself couldnt shout out n help them
but i was screaming inside :"excuse me!!! ada orang nak keluar!!!!!!!!"
truthfully i was waiting for the boyfriend to step up n impress his girl....
but the door closed!!
n they only got off at the next station
[i'd bet she was very disappointed in him]

eh ppl...even if u don mind getting off at the next station, at least hav some consideration for others!
u shud get off n giv the space to other ppl!
GETTING ON IS HARDER THAN GETTING OFF!!!

GEURAE! YI JONGMAL BABO!!

so folks, speak up when u hav to, don juz keep quiet n let things happen
u make ur life miserable n u take ppl down wif u
it's selfish

A New Life...coming our way

YEAH!!!!!!!!!

i mean...GREAT NEWS!!!!

my aunt is pregnant.....finally
they've been trying for some time lah....

im gonna have a new cousin!!!

man..this is great news...
erm..i dunno how many weeks it is now, or whether it's a boy or a girl...
but i m sure gonna love him/her...
well..it's no secret i love cute babies..
it's been so long since there's a baby in our family...hehe ^^

i wonder how grandpa would have reacted if he's still here..
but one thing's for sure...he would pamper this babe [n his daughter-in-law] to the max...

pray i'll hav a healthy n pretty cousin ^^
n pray it b SOON....
MAN...CANT WAIT

Presentations

alamak...i hav 2 presentations this week...
fortunately one got marks....one got no marks...
just finished the one wif no marks...which is presenting on Gandhi for english subject

tmr got another one for computing principles...

n i havent even prepared for it....

bear in mind, this one got marks

but truthfully..i m not in the mood to summarize the proposal for presentation..

i've had it wif the proposal..don wanna c it again...

HOWEVER, i'll fail my partner if i continue like this...

erm...he's sitting beside me [now in lab by the way]...n doesnt wanna do it either..

haha...tht makes us...partner in crime...

alamak...talking crap

so, things i've learnt today during presentation:

1. don mumble to urself
2. memorize ur facts
3. answer ur questions quickly n wisely
4. most importantly, speak wif confidence, in other words, DON SAY SO MANY "ERR...ERM..."

rite...gotta improve on public speaking...

ceh...hav never been gud at it....

i wonder how i'd gone on stage to dance for kindergarden concert but felt no fear....

1st row summore =.=

Life...in college

so i've graduated from secondary school
nvr gonna go back....
have now moved on to studying in college
but life is not as fun as b4....

well...back in KB...i had frens like old-pal Xuan n same-channel Jon n all other frens i love so much....not to forget funny-expression Siang =D
hehe

now tht we've gone on our separate paths.....i miss them a lot....

though i've met new frens..
i'll not b as close to new college frens as i m wif this bunch of great frens
well...tht's how i feel

the reason...i think...is bcoz as u grow...it gets harder to trust ppl...
i bliv trust is the most important element in any relationship...
if u trust each other...u hav a strong friendship
n this sort of trust do not build within a short period of time...

not having trusted old frens around made me feel a bit lonely....
n i realised how important they r to me...
love u guys......hehe =P
wan me to mention name meh...><

but at least...i get c to one of them in HELP sometimes...
so i get to b myself for a few brief moments.....
though i'd bet BRO is ever oblivious to how happy i m to c him =.=

well...it sure took me long to finish this post...
gud nite...

holiday

met Shin Yue at HELP.....turns out he's doing A Level there.....
gud for u pal.......

n he told me to update blog =.=

haha....truth is.....i blog only when i have sth to let out.....

no thoughts....no blog........

it's either tht....or i've too much to say tht i decided not to think too much bout it......n so no blog......

erm.....wat to talk about today then???

ok...currently having week-long holiday......a day left

din do any homework........or preparations for presentation watsoever

bad..........

read novels......3 novels......to b exact.......

n watched taiwan drama....[ They Kiss Again ] ........
the 2nd series of the drama [It Started With a Kiss ] .........
kinda gud......better than most taiwan drama tht is........
but sth about the chemistry between the leading actors tht makes me suspect they may b together in real life.....or were together......[though i've heard they denied such scandals].......
how they fit against each other......how they kiss...........
i'm serious.......watch it urself if u don bliv me.........they kiss too well.........
erm.....but my advice is don let kids watch.......too much intimate scenes.........overload...........
haha.........

another thing is went wif KB choir this wednesday to competition......
unfortunately we're not gud enuf this yr.......
well.....it's kinda disappointing........
they could do a LOT better than tht...........
in all the 3 years i'd been in the choir.......we always went into finals........
from 3rd to 5th to 2nd.........n now we're not even in...........
i juz feel bad for the juniors.......they worked for it.........
but apparently not everyone was committed enuf.........
*sigh*
hope they do better in the future......

PHEW~~

OK.....i admit.......i m computer illiterate......

haha........tht's quite irrelevant....

anyway.....my fren taught me to simply type an email address......
then click sign in automatically.......
so my account will not b displayed everytime ppl click on windows messenger......
wuahahahahaha........

still........STUPID ME......

=.=

by the way......i used 'blablabla'

ARGHHH

now sitting in computer lab....half listening to computing lecturer talking about Microsoft Word....

did one stupid thing....
signed in wif windows messenger........n now if u open windows messenger wif this computer......u can sign in wif my account.....
SHIT....tht means anyone can sign in wif my account lah............

great job.......mt.......great job........

so now my question is.....how do i UNDO this thing????
man....i m so damned stupid.......

arghhhhhhhhhh

Clarification

yup...here to clarify ONE thing....

if you've read the previous post.....u'll noe i said my brother is useless......

but i didnt elaborate on it so mayb ppl might misunderstand me......
not tht anybody complained to me or anything....
juz wanna make things straight b4 anybody say i hate my bro or sth...

i love my brother....
in fact i m the only one in my family who understands him better than anyone else.......
n i m am often grateful tht God has given me this brother....
his situation was the one thing tht taught me not to discriminate others.....among other things....

yes....my bro IS useless.......
but tht is bcoz he is using his disability as his excuse to not learn or do anything.....
n bcoz my mom used to let him be when he made mistakes.....
he's SLOW.......it's not his fault......he is like tht de lah.......
well....to me tht's all CRAP.....

tht's wat makes me angry sometimes......
the fact tht he is a slow learner doesnt mean tht he cant grow up.......

however......it is sad to say tht kids wif learning disabilities do not get the right kind of care and education they need....in this country......
the Sekolah Khas are useless.......those students juz go to skool n sit.......
damn useless......
n my family hav to send my bro twice a week to somewhere in PJ for tuition..........
he's considered lucky to at least hav some kind of education.....
but wat about the others whose family cannot afford tuition fees or stuff like tht??????

i felt tht i shud do sth about this..........
in anyway i can.......
so perhaps one way to start is to study psychology.....

anyway.......i noe i m not very gud at expressing myself.....so mayb u wont understand wat i wrote.........
i do not expect anybody to understand me.....
haha....but sis n cousin definitely will......

aiya...nth more to say........

-mt out-

SPM results.....n wat comes after....

everyone's gotten their results......but it sure took me long to 'report' on my blog.......haha

if u're wondering.......
when i felt like blogging.....my sis was using the computer for assignments......
when nobody was using the computer.....i didnt feel like blogging.......
n once i start posting new things....i couldnt stop......
so u c i hav 3 posts today already......

so....my results.....
7 A1
3 A2
1 B3
1 B4
and A1 for GCE 'O' level english

to b more detailed......B4 is Moral
[man....how could this be????.......i noe all my nilai!!!]
apparently the examiner doesnt like my own way of interpreting the nilai-nilai and answering the questions........
RIGID.......

B3 is Chemistry.......
yea....nvr expected much wif my chemistry knowledge........
not familiar wif important chapters like carbon compounds, salts n stuff like tht......
how do u make alcohol again????
see............????????

and A2 would be Add Maths, Sejarah and Bahasa Cina
never did homework for add maths....so much so tht i think Pn. Ho probably hates me
but then i picked it up when i failed in trial exam.......
did add maths everyday.........until i conquered differentiation, integration n all those........
but i guess i panicked a little during exam....forgot how to do integration......n didnt hav enuf time......
but from less than 50 marks to A2 in a few months.......
i guess i had some improvement.......
as for Sejarah......i swallowed some notes within a few days n got a lot of facts mixed up.......
fortunately i only got 7 wrong in objective paper......by my calculation.....
n i put everything in my mind into subjective n essay regardless of wat answer they want and hope for the best......
actually praying i don get a C or worse for this subject...........
but apparently i got A2........
a miracle?? or does it juz prove the depth of the history knowledge among students??
well....as we all noe....it's hard to get an A1 for BC......
even Xuan didnt get A1......so i guess my BC is not tht bad after all.......haha

the other subjects are BM, Eng, Maths, EST, Accounts, Physics and Biology......
wait a minute......
BIOLOGY?????!!!!!!!!
god knows i never studied bio in those 2 years except b4 SPM........
i juz read thru everything in my reference book.......
didnt complete a couple of essay questions.......even labelled the vertebrae wrongly.....
n u tell me i got A1????
man......now tht's wat i call a miracle.......
n EST......don ask me how i got A1......
n don ask me how i wrote my essay.............
maybe it's juz sheer luck........or i hit the key words or sth.......
I DUNNO.......
and as for the other subjects.....i was pretty confident wif them......
though i was lazy ....i wasnt a worthless student.....
i was at least gud at sth.......

and please don say i m so 'geng' can get A1 for GCE........
i consider my english level average.........hehe
but my sis had such a different reaction from other ppl.......
"EXPECTED LAH......."
ceh.....so easy meh??????

rite.....i'm done wif my reports......

NOW.....i'm doin FOUNDATION IN ARTS at HELP university college......
hope to do Psychology after tht......
well....reason is simple.....
i wish to help kids wif learning disabilities like my 15-year-old useless brother........
i don mean he's useless because he's a SLOW LEARNER.....
he's useless because he doesnt wanna try learning new things........
n VERY VERY STUBBORN.......
[well.....takes after me i guess.....]
n always thinks he's right......
constantly get under my skin......pain in the a**.........

sry....irrelevant.....
but i wish to make a difference in these ppl's lives.......

ah.......but like a cliche i use often......
IT IS EASIER SAID THAN DONE

well.....i shall cross my fingers n hope tht i don change my mind easily........
helping ppl is the right thing to do.....the right way to live my life.......
wont u say????