Understanding

You asked,
How is it that i understand so much about you

I couldn't come up with a good answer,
and so I said,
It comes naturally

You didn't buy any of it....
and you're still seeking for an answer....

You were right
It's definitely not time...
That is why I didn't say it's because I've known you for years....
So, what is it?

Perhaps it is the time that we have spent together
the things we have experienced together
the thoughts, feelings, knowledge, even gossips that we have shared
The things which made us such close friends

Perhaps it is because we are so close....
that I understand how your mind works
and can easily pick up your various expressions
your different moods
your every thought

Perhaps it is simply because we think alike

I can think of a dozen more reasons
But it doesn't matter
Because they are not the answers that you're looking for....

The question that you really wanted to ask was,
"How do I make him understand me?"

I cannot answer you that, but I will tell you this....
Don't push it
I have once tried to make someone understand me
But in the end, I gave up
Because I learnt that we can never MAKE others understand us
Or rather, some people just won't understand.....

So, don't get too disappointed
Just be content with the friendship and love that you have
Then, you will be happier

Love you always, MT

New Semester....also the last one....

Bro asked me how my new sem is.....
i said i'm starting to 'get a hang of it'....
well, i don't think that's how i should use the expression.......
since i'm in my last sem already....

but yeah....
i'm starting to get into the mood of having to deal with classes, assignments and exams....
be it tedious, challenging, confusing, difficult, interesting.....
bring it on....
that is the right kind of attitude, right?
afterall, i'll have to go through them anyway.....

i'm taking Statistics, Macroeconomics and Psychology for Personal Development....
this time around, it's easy to get familiar with the classes...
since all 3 lecturers have taught me in the previous semesters.....
i know their style and what i like about them, but i also know what i don't like about them....
hmm, i'm not sure if that's a good thing........ o.o

oh, and i shall tell you my results for last semester.....
Critical Thinking Skills-------------Credit
Advanced English-------------------Distinction
Microeconomics---------------------Distinction
Principles of Accounting-----------High Distinction
Moral Studies------------------------C

ah, well....
it is pretty much what i predicted it to be.....
though i was hoping to get HD for Micro.....
it's just a tiny regret that i didn't put more effort into understanding market structures then....
but bear in mind that the finals was not easy at all....=.=

as for CTS, i know that it's quite impossible for me to get a distinction.....
but still, now i have a Credit in my overall results.....
tak cantik lah....everything else is Distinction & High Distinction... T_T

well, no more Credits.....
this time around, i'm going to get at least Distinctions for all 3 subjects....
just wait and see.....

i'm still dreaming...

it's my 2nd day in college
but me still blur blur leh.......

haiz....tht's why sometimes i hate holidays....
i'm still caught in between holidays n school!

feel like banging my head on the wall or sth like tht to wake myself up......
=.=

i've got lots of stuff to blog about....
but i don think i'm in the mood.....
well, be back later
annyeong

SuperStar Libra

i juz went on a Star Cruise with my family...
the ship's name is SuperStar Libra...
n we sailed from Port Klang to Penang to Singapore then back to Port Klang

i was told that the Star Cruises are all sold!!
my dad says it's because they're making losses..not profits...
so no more Star Cruises in the future......
phew~ lucky we caught it on it's last voyage then....

the best thing on the cruise was that we could eat as much as we want!!!
hehe
fyi.....my family's got a very BIG APPETITE...
we got to have 6 meals each day
breakfast, morning tea, lunch, afternoon tea, dinner & supper...
n we could choose between buffet, chinese or western restaurant...
the food was not bad actually...^^

oh...n i'd bet none of u 18-year-olds out there have been in a casino before!
ok....there are....but not Malaysians
cuz under the Malaysian law only ppl above 21 can enter a casino...
but since the casino in the ship was on international waters, i could get in!
aiya...it's no big deal lah....but i watched my dad n his fren play poker...
haha

the only disappointment was when we docked at Singapore...
we were supposed to dock at Sentosa Island at 4 pm...
but due to port congestion a.k.a. TRAFFIC JAM IN THE SEA...
we only got off the ship at around 6 pm...
n we were supposed to go back at 7.30 pm.....
to make it worse.... we had to go through the customs first!
so we only got to check out the offshore shopping malls for 1 hour!!
ceh....tak syok

oh...n the weird thing is....
though we ate n ate n ate....
none of us got heavier....
hahahaha

Holidays

update update before ppl start to think tht i stopped blogging...
haha

rite...it's holidays!!!
yeah...everybody's on holidays huh....

so...this is wat i've been doing/have done lately:

• get a new IC
• cut my hair short
  
• go to karaoke with sis n cousin
• go to A Famosa with college friends and find the place boring but learn more about 'Cho Dai Di'.... haha
• bang onto some motor's butt while driving my sis' car and so have my very first car accident [i assure u it's nth serious....surprisingly oni my sis' car got 'hurt'....which means i am DAMN LUCKY.... n the accident was my fault really ><]
• watch dramas online [finished watching Hana Kimi....hehe....very interesting drama by the way....and 5 episodes of Worlds Within....starring Hyun Bin and Song HyeGyo]
• sleep till really late at noon and upset my parents [aiya...no surprise loh]

anyway....tht's all for now
enjoy ur holidays ppl =P

I want that HD

i had Accounting finals today.

i think i did ok.....
but i'm having doubts about whether or not i can get that HD ><

erm, if i had had a good night's sleep yesterday, i would have done better......
trouble is i didn't....
haha....
tried to pull off studying overnight then go straight to the exam.....
like what i did during SPM.... =P

aiya..... it must be lack of 'practice' lah....
cuz i didn't really succeed in doing good during the exam.....
haha

mainly because my brain was working slower than it should lah....
so i had to think twice about my answers....
and didn't have much time to check my answers....

summore i doubted my own answers.....
when most of them were right already!!! ><
haha.......

so for the last question....
Bank Reconciliation.....
[hooiyo....Ms. Eileen is really not bad eh.....trick us in our finals!!!]
i dunno whether i messed up the accounts or the figures.....
aiya... truth is i messed it up lah.....
but i really dunno how messed up it is... =.=
hopefully not too much lah.....
i wanna get HD!!!!!!

High Distinction? Distinction? Credit? or a mere Pass?

i just finished Advanced English & Critical Thinking Skills final exams!
phew~~
it was kinda stressful.....

truth be told, i am quite confident with my English...
i need about 37.75 marks to get HD!!!!
out of 40 marks leh.....
that's quite impossible =.=
so forget about HD...
i'm aiming to get Distinction!!
erm.....27.75 marks shouldn't be too difficult for me =)

now CTS on the other hand........
it's like....
well, if u don't take the subject, u won't know what im talking about....
i dunno how i did just now....
what i know is that most people have no clue either.....
hahaha

i just did what i could and hope that it's the best lah....
but i need 30/40 to get a Distinction for this subject.....
well, it's hard to say.......=.=

so, we'll see what happens....
one month from now....

finished presentations! but EXAMS START!!

phew~~
having 2 presentations in a row can be SO STRESSFUL...

i dunno how i managed to get through it....
but i did....hehe

okie....
our CTS presentation...
well, overall it was ok....
but my fren was practically reading from his notes when he talked about the pros & cons of circumcision...
n he talked MUCH TOO LONG....
[i wish he heard wat my eng lecturer said about students' presentations juz now....she said tht u're supposed to talk to the audience....not repeating informations....HOW TRUE]
when it was my turn to talk, Ms Winnie hinted me to be brief n talk fast.....
fortunately i knew my stuff....
n it juz came rolling out of my mouth....

then for Microeconomics....
ahah.....tht's an entirely different story......
i didn't manage to produce a script for my presentation......
n so had no preparations whatsoever ><
but luckily i did know my answer n explained it on the spot!
haha....n so i kinda made a fool out of myself earlier....
oh well.....at least it was ok lah......

it's kinda funny....
how stressed out i was over the presentations and the preparations for it....
n then it was juz over in a matter of minutes.....

the day went ok...
but i have one complaint...
we had to include a written summary for our micro presentation....
so i was to compile wat everyone wrote......maximum 500 words
but my teammate....
didnt finish his part even after midnight last night.....
so i told him to send it to me by 9 this morning....
CTS class starts at 9.30....n the next class is micro......
obviously i don hav tht much time to edit n put everything together.....
but he wrote more than 500 words!!!!!!

GOSH....U THINK IM SO GOOD I CAN SUMMARIZE EVERYTHING IN 10 MINUTES????

this guy is obviously crazy....
i don like his way of thinking, his way of doing things....
he makes me angry....
i don even know why i consider him as a fren =.=
well, lesson learnt....
I AM NEVER GOING TO WORK WITH HIM ANYMORE

anyway....end of semester.....
but exams start on Saturday.......
urgh......the schedule is much too rushed......

i need to get distinctions!!!!!

Gosh!! What is wrong with u????

i've experienced so many things n gone thru so much emotions these few days tht i do not even noe where to begin...

well, to give a brief explanation...
the deadline for both Critical Thinking Skills (CTS) and Moral reports is today...13th November...
n wat the hell, we only started to write them this week....[they're group works]
so u can imagine how hectic it was trying to come up wif two, not one, minimum-3000-word reports....

the situation wasn't too bad actually...
cuz i've done enough last minute work in the past to know that i can pull it off...
at least it shouldn't be that hard...
but hell and damnation, problems arised....
all for the same reason, the human factor......

so, the scenario....
[note: im talking about the CTS project, n the topic we got is 'Circumcision'......duh]

last week, i came up with an outline for the report, and each of us took one part to focus on n then write about it.....
i honestly expected no problems, cuz everyone was supposed to do their own job n then we would then compile everything, then it's done!
uh huh.....easy to say........

hell, i should have expected problems from this member....
cuz i've worked enough times with him to know how he thinks....
he can think so much yet twist everything in his mind until he gets it all wrong.....

so, this member gathered information on the net n found that there was a lot of contradictory stuff about circumcision....
he didn't know how to organize these facts....
so he came to us....

i was very doubtful of the things he said....cuz i didn't see those facts anywhere at all....
so i kept questioning him from the very beginning.....
then he gave us his pen-drive.....n told us to c the things he'd saved inside.....
he saved lots of websites inside.....more than 10....
n he told us to read them.....cuz he didn't remember where he'd seen the facts.....
and i was SO PISSED....
it was the first time i'd ever get so angry that i swear so much...

wat....u expect us to read and analyze everything for u????
u think we don have our parts to do??????
u think that u can juz throw us ur problem n then expect us to solve it for u???????
NO WAY MAN.....

not only that, he even said this to me: "i dunno how to do, juz tell me wat to do n then i'll go home n write it...."

gosh....he sounded like we forced this on him!!
excuse me.....i noe this is a group work, but can't u juz decide on yourself????
don't u have some guts in u to do the work n then take responsibility for it????
WELL, APPARENTLY NOT

let us juz say, after some considerable expression of anger and frustration on both parties...
somehow, miraculously, we got through it......

still, i have to say that dealing with him is very tiring....
he juz wears me out n wastes a hell lot of my time.....

wait, that's not all.....
when he finally finished everything n sent the file to us yesterday......
we found that his referencing was all wrong.....
so we told him.....
n guess wat he said to me......
"i dunno how to do referencing...... i told u already mah...... ask u to teach me but u said 'next time'."

WHAT????
SO NOW U'RE BLAMING ME FOR NOT TEACHING U???
IT'S ALL MY FAULT???
U SHUD HAVE LEARNT IT URSELF!!!!!!!

it's not fair!!!
i had finished my job.....n yet i had to change all his referencing.....
not fair at all!!!!
think about it.....
i had to come home n clean up all his mess; while he can go home n sleep!!!!!

URGHHHHHHH!!!!!! JUZ GO TO HELL!!!!!!

my sister said that with this kind of attitude....this guy will have a hard time doing his degree....
n i'm not ashamed to say that my reaction to that was.....
smirk.....n say: "well, i hope he suffers..."

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aih~~
i was thinking i could hand in the assignment n be done with it.....
then can relax for the day......

but then disaster strikes again.......
we went to CTS class at 9.30......
n Ms. Winnie said: "Maximum 4000 words ah....."
GOSH.........WE HAD 6259 WORDS!!!!

n so we had to edit again......
skipped class to do that........
haha......my 1st time in Foundation.......
anyway......we managed to condense our work till 4074 words........

n then finally handed up at 1++ pm........
phew~~

doing this assignment.....
i've certainly learnt a lot....

PROCRASTINATION is killing me

i procrastinate
and this damn habit is killing me!!!!

there is this english research paper [minimum 2000 words =.=] that we were supposed to submit by 11 p.m. last Sunday via elearning [crappy website..server always down]...
the assignment was given 6 weeks ago...
dammit

n u noe wat???
i oni started to write at 2.35 a.m. on the day of the deadline
wrote n wrote n wrote until 10 sth at nite...
oni pausing in between to have my meals....plus one nap after breakfast
[plus...my uncle invited us to go to Port Klang to eat seafood....tht's like an hour there and an hour back....5.30p.m. go frm my hse....got back arnd 9.00p.m......HAH....can always count on him to drop bombs like tht n gimme extra stress!!]
n finally submitted at 10.35 p.m.
haha.....of course i submitted on time!!
it's juz tht my paper got crappier towards the end lah....
n my conclusion sounded as hypocritical as ever.....

isk...
my point here is......
I NEED TO GET RID OF MY PROCRASTINATION!!!
it's seriously gonna cost me a lot.....
erm...actually i already suffered some consequences n still suffer from them....
such as i could've done better in SPM....

oh....n i must complain about this....
Marc actually started later than me...
n submitted earlier than me....
fine...tht means he can write fast.....
but guess wat he told us this morning....

after he submitted his paper....he read it....
n he thought: "IT'S GOOD!"

OMG!!....can praise himself summore...
*faint*

officially 18 (part II)

okie....
turns out tht Jon oso fell asleep while smsing....
ah...typical of him....
but it shows tht we are indeed good buddies....can even fall asleep around the same time!
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anyway...he did wish me a happy belated birthday....

now Bro, on the other hand.....
did indeed FORGOT about it.....
oni remembered it this morning.......=.=
haha....ok i admit....
i called him after he smsed me.....juz to bug him.....
but he promised to make it up to me n buy me lunch.....provided tht he's free......=.=
ceh Bro....i oso got assignments to hand up SOON.....
*stress stress stress*
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oh n musnt forget tht alien....or shud i call him devil?
either suits him anyway....haha
yes Allen, wished me 'Happy Birthday...belated!' this evening when i passed him by at the corridor....
i said 'TOO LATE!'
=p

aiyaya....now i c how ironic it is....
my closest guy friends....Jon, Bro, Ken......all wished me oni after my birthday was over......
i shall do the same thing to them next year!!!

officially 18

I noe of someone, who thinks of his birthday as juz another day....
well, now i agree wif his perspective

yesterday was my 18th birthday.
i had class from 8 till 6.30....got home around 7.30....
had dinner.....then slept
juz another normal day in college....haha

but i'm glad to say tht though nobody celebrated on my bday....
i celebrated BEFORE it....

thanks to Karen....
i had a 5 hour karaoke fun time wif my college frens last friday.
unfortunately not the whole gang was there...
Mei Yean went to Kuantan; Kelvin was sick; and Adam....
i suspect tht he was afraid he had to spend money so he wouldnt come....
haha
anyway, i wanna thank KAREN, YOKE HUN, MICHEAL, WEN XUAN, TYNG PANG and KOK CHERN....for paying for everything
hahahahahaha
kiddin lah.....THANK YOU FOR CELEBRATING WITH ME
i had a great time....^^

n then on Saturday night....
i had dinner with my family at Daorae...
yup...tht Korean restaurant next to Carrefour at Metro Prima.
had a great time too....cuz i like the food there....
haha....
but most importantly they served us seaweed soup....
a must when somebody's having her/his birthday.....
haha....yup....tht's Korean culture....

and i wanna thank everybody who wished me Happy Birthday....
Kelvin [the 1st one....but unfortunately AN HOUR B4 MY BIRTHDAY]
Chya Chyi [at 12 midnight...haha....love u]
Yoke Hun
almost forgot...my ONNI
Marc
Ee Lin
Karen
Shin Yue
Adam [wished me about 5/6 times ><]
Wen Xuan
Kher Ye
Tyng Pang
Kok Chern
Micheal
Keng Fai
Cai Yi
Ee Ling
Mei Yean
Xuan
Mel
aunt Sau Ping
Ken Vern [unfortunately he oni smsed me arnd 2am today....AFTER my bday ><]
n then ppl who wished me on Facebook...juz saw it anyway....
Patricia & Kai Jian......erm.....dunno how they noe my bday....

do forgive me if i forgot to include anybodyd else's name....but thank you....

yes...im trying to prove sth here....
Jon didn't wish me....but he did sms me....
'sis....how u?'....n i answered....'wat me how? ok la'....then he answered 'ok oni meh? haha...'
sry lah brother....i slept dy.....so nvr reply....
i noe u planned to wish me lah.......so thx......love u anyway

n then there is my Bro....
didnt wish me at all.....
which proves tht he DOES dare to forget my birthday...
maybe he did it on purpose.....
=.= ...... in tht case......i don love u.....
haha...kidding kidding

anyway....happy birthday to me.....
=P

Void(?) 0.o

eish.......there's a void in my life
it juz feels empty

maybe bcoz my birthday is nearing....
a day when i shud celebrate or do sth fun wif my buddies...
damn... i truly miss u guys a lot.....
but it seems tht we are all so far apart

maybe bcoz the deadline for the submission of my english research paper is nex week
i havent even started anything
n then there's another one for critical thinking skills....
damn...i don think we could find any books about 'Circumcision'
how are we supposed to get reference?
n then there's another one for moral....
no idea wat we're gonna do either
these assignments are giving me so much stress tht im ignoring them
BAD SIGN
damn...tht's wat i did wif my Add Maths....
see how i ended up suffering......................

maybe i juz need a boyfriend to shower me wif love
somebody find me a boyfriend plz?
haha....now tht's real CRAP

maybe i need a religion
should i juz become a Buddhist? or a Christian?
way of life? or believe in God?
at least having a religion would give me a sense of direction i guess

maybe i juz need some motivation...
=.=

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have been listening to TVXQ's latest album MIROTIC for more than a few days...
non-stop
well, it's either they're too good or i love them too much
i don care...it's a good album anyway
my favourite song is CRAZY LOVE

there's another very addictive song tht i've come to like...
from Epik High
these guys nvr fail to impress me....
haha
it's called '1 Bun 1 Cho'


which reminds me....there is another song tht came after 'One'...i embedded the video in one of my previous post.....
this song is 'Oosan' [umbrella].....
great songs =D

친구

Remember when we were in Standard 6, each of us would have this cute little book for everyone to write down their names n stuff [details of ourselves], so that we'll all remember each other?

but i don't have one of those though....

everybody had their own 'standards & requirements'
for instance, some would like u to describe them, some would like u to give them an advice....
all kinds of stuff

i remember a few times when i was required to 'rate' my friends.....
BEST BEST FRIEND, BEST FRIEND, GOOD GOOD FRIEND, GOOD FRIEND, FRIEND, NOT SO FRIEND.......
well, it sounded ridiculous....but i did it anyway
and to tell the truth, i really rated my friends in my head.....

to even have thought of it shows how shallow-minded i was...
haha

but if i were to rate my friends now......i wouldn't be able to do it
well how am i gonna rate these people?
who's gonna be my BEST BEST BEST FRIEND?
would it be....
Jon, the most sensible yet sentimental friend ever?
Xuan, the oldest friend ever?
Mel, the brightest friend ever?
or Bro, who dares to forget my birthday??
but of course, there are friends that i have yet to mention.......

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haiz.......i dunno whether i'm making any sense here...

i juz wanna say that all my friends mean very much to me......
especially those who grew with me.....
and those who love me as i am.....

i love u back!
haha
actually the purpose of this post is to tell u guys tht i miss u a lot!!!

Do you like cheese?

i have a friend, whose name is.....
i don think he likes to be mentioned, so i'm not gonna reveal his name...
haha

i think it was last week, when i chat wif him through MSN
he asked me, out of the blue, "Do u like cheese?"
so i answered: "erm....depends on the taste of the cheese lah"
n i asked: "Y?"
then he said: "Secret Recipe?"

uh huh......
that was rather obvious
but then i said....

"oh....tht one nice....."
"i oso like chocolate indulgence"
"dunno much bout their cakes....but i like these 2"

haha....now i find that i myself was rather obvious too
hahahaha

well, my fren...
juz to let u noe....
12th of October is my brother's birthday...
n my parents bought him a 2kg Chocolate Indulgence....
i juz ate one piece 2 hours ago....
we still have more than half of it in our fridge....

but i oso wanna let u noe....
actually the cheese tht i like is New York Cheese Cake
my sis said Oreo Cheese Cake is nice oso
so u noe wat to do lah har...... =P

hahahahahahahahahahaha

alamak....muka tembok ><

Micro Quiz

i had Microeconomics quiz today at 12 noon

i actually didnt study much.
yesterday, i read the 1st chapter, started the 2nd...n then went to sleep
then this morning i continued reading...
i knew tht i wouldnt be able to finish reading everything, so i decided not to read lah.....haha
juz went over some things tht i noe i dunno...went through the tutorial questions...
n then went in to take the quiz

we had to go into the computer labs for the test, cuz it had to be done with computers =.=
[i much prefer paper though.....]
the quiz consists of 30 multiple choice questions, n we were given 65 minutes.
for the first few questions, i really took my time...
[well i always need some time to get into the mode of having tests...]
but then i noticed tht Karen, who was beside me, was a lot faster than i was.
then i started to get anxious.
i kept checking my time, n i was trying to finish the questions a little faster
then i was reminded by wat Mr Alex said: '......go at ur own pace....'
so i decided to take my time....
n in the end, it paid off

i used up all my 65 minutes.
actually, i was still thinking about question no. 29 when the 'Your time is up.' window popped up.
but of course, i finished all the questions.
well, the good thing about this test is we get to see our marks rite after we end the test.
so then my marks appeared.
28/30 (93%)

gosh!! wat a shocker!!
Karen n Tyng Pang [who was beside her] were shocked as well...
by the way they did well too ...both got 24/30
so we had this BIG reaction...
tht guy beside Tyng Pang was like....wat? wat? wat juz happened?
even Allen, who was behind us, looked up to see wat was up...
im sure he saw my marks...cuz he gave me thumbs up as i was walking out
haha

but the most unexpected thing about the quiz was my lecturer's expression when he saw my marks...
when we were finished, we had to raise our hands to tell Mr. Alex tht we're done.
when he came to see my marks...
he said:"Whoa!"

so does tht mean i did good??????

사랑은 뭐다?

now here's a good question for the masses
haha...i derived it from the lyrics of TVXQ's latest song MIROTIC
ppl who r interested in TVXQ...u really should go watch the mv on Youtube...
though i doubt tht any fans of TVXQ who have internet access have yet to watch it
=D

rite...i noe u ppl dunno korean, well neither do i...
but the question reads: 'What is LOVE?'

no offense to ppl in love...
im sure u and ur other half r together bcoz u love each other....[damn i sound sarcastic]
but do u love somebody tht easily????

say u get to noe someone online...
u've never even met this person..
u treat this person as a fren...
n then someday this person suddenly come n tell u tht he/she loves u....

sry man...i don buy tht....
너 내가 사랑해? 뭐야......
i don think love is tht easy...
or isit???

again...tht brings me back to my question...
What is love???
anybody care to enlighten me??

DAMN they make me EAT my words

haha...i've been meaning to write this for days....
since the day after my previous post i think

apparently, i have to take back my comments/initial opinion about BIG BANG & SHINee
as i have said, i didnt really like their new songs....
which are Haru Haru [Day by Day] & SanSo GaTeun Neo [You're Like Oxygen] respectively....
UNTIL I SAW THEM SING LIVE!!!!

i m now practically addicted to Haru Haru...
love TOP & G Dragon's rap....damn cool
both Tae Yang & Seung Ri have improved on their vocals...i think
n Dae Sung.......
erm.....he's same old Dae Sung i guess
haha
on the whole....they have improved on live performances....which is a great thing
they don have really really good live performance.....so i had a hard time choosing the best one.....
anyway i chose this one coz u can see Hong Ki of FT Island before Big Bang appeared hahahaha

n one more thing....i find the mv kinda funny.....especially the scenes where Dae Sung, Seung Ri & Tae Yang stood at the door watching their friends...
rite this is the mv...


and i have to say tht SHINee is pretty good......
perhaps it is even an understatement to say tht they are 'pretty good'
Jong Hyun the lead singer [ahem, who is my age] has such a powerful, pitch-perfect voice....
n the 15-year-old Tae Min is damn impressive with his dancing talent....
their live performances have been consistently good...
n this new song has an interesting choreography....
it's pretty cool how they dance with those chairs.....
the first 2 minutes is another song 'The SHINee World'...then they got one short clip showing members n names...btw they spelt Jong Hyun wrongly =.=...then it's Sanso Gateun Neo...=P


hehe....i've decided i should put those videos here......
erm.....how do u give ppl credit for their videos?

Kpop

wuahaha....nth gud to write so babble about Kpop...
but first...

1st sem RESULTS :

1. Intermediate English Distinction
2. Computing Principles Distinction
3. Finite Mathematics High Distinction
4. Study Skills High Distinction

wuahahahaha....u cant expect me not to be thrilled
i achieved my target!! tht's why im pleased with myself...
but then now the problem comes....can i keep it up???

talk about Kpop....a lot of comebacks recently....
1st there's Big Bang
haha...found out tht Xuan's fren is a Big Bang fan n she listened to 'Haru Haru' every day...
Big Bang is great.....but im not crazy bout this new release 'Haru Haru'
i think it lacks sth....don ask me wat cuz i dunno haha.....juz not gud enuf i guess
well the song is obviously very Big Bang....but apparently G-Dragon hasnt outdone himself...
i assume he is the composer....since their hit songs which i like very much 'GeoJitMal [Lies]' & 'MaJiMak InSa [Last Farewell]' are his work......
and there are a lot of similarities in the style......
haha

and then there's SHINee....
pronounced 'shiny'...
well they are this yet another shot-to-fame-on-their-debut boy group of SM entertainment
yes the same company of DBSK & SUJU
they debuted in May [i think] this year with their very popular song in the form of mini-album 'Noonan Nomu Yepeo [Noona You're So Pretty]'.......which i also like =.=.........
'Noona' is how u greet sisters/girls older than u if u r a guy.....
n guess wat.....their youngest member is oni 15 [omg tht's my brother's age!!!!]
well so u can c.....HOW APPROPRIATE......the song title to capture girl fans' hearts......haha
and then recently they released their 1st album and the song called....'Love Like Oxygen'.....cant recall the korean name....
erm......this time they look cooler.....
but sry to say......the song not so cool wor.........

and then.....
there's F.T. Island!!!
their 2nd album was released a few days ago i think.....
and last night i checked out the whole album......
it's good
i think i like more than half of the songs....
man they're good! especially like HongKi's voice.....
and they're still looking good in 'SarangHooAe [After Love]' mv.....
err.....except for leader JongHoon's hairstyle.....
haha

and then DONG BANG SHIN KI's new album is expected to be released this month!!!
i think
너무 기다릴게
is tht how u say it???
anyway....cant wait!!!

Excuse me...Do u Mind???

blehhhhhhhh
suddenly feel so bad for criticizing ppl behind their backs....
especially since I....who is always eager to share information i know and express my opinion......
[but no worries.....i don say wat im not supposed to....]
it makes me feel as low as those bitch tht embrace backstabbing as their career or even pleasure....god knows wat they gain from this backstabbing
*sigh*
i've always known tht there are these 'batu api' tht exist around us....
well there is bound to be......
but 'unfortunately' GOD has never let me experience the cruelty of these ppl to prepare me against another of their kind
though HE has gifted me with the good sense of avoiding conflicts with these ppl...
well maybe this good sense comes from getting bullied in kindergarden......and......my first n 2nd year in primary school......

not until recently did i have some stronger opinion about these kind of ppl....
it's not like the problem wasnt there all along.....
it's tht i juz realised tht other than a few ppl close to me....i m not the only one who feels the insincerity of ppl of those kind....

wat i feel is...
why do these ppl hav to make ppl around them uncomfortable?
and to an extent despise them?
i mean...arent they tired of it?
why cant they juz be themselves?

frankly, i expect ppl to be true to themselves...
why pretend to like me when they actually dont?
and the most important part is i don really care wat they do......
but these ppl make me feel insincere too when i interact with them....
*scowling*
well bcoz i know they are not sincere but i have no choice but to reply with the same degree of insincerity......